My whole body was shaking.
I needed to calm myself down, so I went up to get something to drink.
I walked as quietly as I could, since it was long past midnight.
I made myself a cup of tea, and tried to calm myself down.
After I finished up, I felt the need to go and wash my face. I went to the bathroom in the hallway outside the kitchen.
Right when I got inside the bathroom, I could see a wet, shirtless Jaehyun in nothing but a towel. I immediately covered my face with my hands, and I could feel my face turning red.
"What are you doing up this late?"
He said with an annoyed voice.
I didn't want him to notice that I had cried, so I tried to keep quiet.
I could hear footsteps coming closer, and later I could feel that he pushed me to the wall, causing me to twitch and removing my hands from my face. I was now trapped in between his arms.
His deep brown eyes looked directly into my eyes.
I didn't want him to ask me questions.
I didn't want him to look at me, cause my eyes were still filled by tears.
I didn't want him to know.
I didn't want anyone to know.
I just wanted it all to be over.
«Why are you crying?»
What am I going to answer?
If I would tell anyone, Juwon would kill me.
He will hurt me more than he already has.
«Answer me, Y/N»
He said in a deeper voice as his eyes became black.
I looked down, not wanting to look him in the eyes.
"It's nothing,"
It was a long pause until he broke the silence.
"Did you read my letters?"
My body froze, I was shocked by his sudden question.
Hasn't he forgotten about those letters yet?
"I swear Jaehyun, I didn't read those letters,"
I rolled my eyes.
He just had to ask me about those letters while tears rolled down my cheek.
He clearly didn't care about that.
"I am sorry"
I heard him say,
then he left me alone.
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HOUSEKEEPER - JAEHYUN x READER
FanfictionY/N's family is in a financial crisis and she needs to earn money to help them out. SM entertainment is looking for a housekeeper for NCT 2018's dorm, and Y/N takes the opportunity, even though she'll have to move in with them and leave her family...