HOUSEKEEPER - JAEHYUN x READER

before him

I had just said my goodbyes to the guys, when I was walking out of the NCT mansion.

The weather was a bit cold, and it was very dark at this hour.

I was waiting for the taxi, when I suddenly got a text.

chat room: Xiumin is a llama

Baekhyun: We miss you a lot, Y/N:

Xiumin: ^Don't think we forgot about you.

Xiumin: Is everything okay?

Y/N entered the chat room.

Y/N: Hello!

Y/N: I am fine.

Xiumin: He hasn't hurt you? Has he?

Y/N: No, he hasn't.

Baekhyun: and you don't have any contact with him, right? If he hurts you again, I swear I am going to find him. I will kill him with my own bare hands.

Y/N: I don't have any contact with him anymore.

Y/N: I swear.

I turned off my phone as soon as I could see the taxi.

I sat down, and told the taxi driver the location.

I didn't have anything to do, so I decided to text Jisoo, to see what she was doing.

Y/N: Hello, how is everything going?

I just then got a text from Ten, wishing me good luck at the date.

I suddenly started to think about Juwon, and shivers were sent down my spine.

Not every boy is alike, right?

      I will have to start trusting people again.

I will fight the traumas, I will fight the crying and I will fight all the pain.

God, I really miss my family.

     I miss just how everything were before.

Before my parents started fighting.

     Before my brothers were always so distant and gone.

Before him.

I looked at myself from the camera from my phone.

I am so ugly.

    How can anyone ever love me?

Could anyone really love me for all my flaws, and all my imperfections?

He said I was ugly.

He said I was hideous.

He said that no one other could love me.

     Maybe he was right?

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I stepped out of the taxi, and looked around for Namjoon.

He was standing outside of the restaurant, with a rose in his hands.

"You look so beautiful this evning, Y/N"

"Thank you." I blushed a little and looked down, trying to figure out a way to change the subject.

"-Oh, I almost forgot!" I handed him his coat, and looked up at him.

"It's okay, thank you."

¨¨¨

We sat down and looked at the menus.

After a while, we ordered what we would like to eat.

The restaurant was filled with people. It was a bit noisy there, but I am used to it since I live with eighteen boys.

"I can't help but ask, but are you really NCT's new maid?"

He looked at me with an alluring look.

"I mean, I recalled that you said that to the guards, when I was helping you with the luggage."

I hesitated to answer. I did not really know if I could tell anyone about it. NCT is indeed the biggest group in the country, and Leeteuk told me not to tell anyone.

Right before I was about to answer, the food arrived.

I tried to change the subject.

After a while after eating and talking, his phone suddenly rang.

He pulled it up, and his expression changed completely.

"I am so sorry, I have got to take this."

Before I could answer, he was already gone.

Am I boring?

Was it something I did?

Y/N, calm down.

It is just a phone call.

It probably wasn't,

I am such a failure.

Namjoon was gone in about 5 minutes before he was back in his seat.

"I am so sorry."

Namjoon apologized.

"Don't worry, it is okay."

I said and smiled at him.

We finished up from where we started.

He seemed to be really interesting in my past, and my family.

I tried to make it seem that everything was perfect.

Even if things wasn't perfect.

¨¨¨

He insisted on walking me home.

We walked side by side through the park.

The park used to be filled with children, playing with their friends and family. But at this hour, everything was quiet and peaceful.

Namjoon was a quite outgoing person, and it was not awkward at all.

Well, it was mostly him talking, and me listening.

¨¨¨

I wasn't really allowed to show him where the mansion was, but he had already been outside once, so I figured out that it would make any difference if he followed me there.

"It is here, right?"

He asked,

I nodded and thanked him for the dinner.

We said our goodbyes, and then he left.