HOUSEKEEPER - JAEHYUN x READER

pit of blood

I probably looked pathetic and childish from far away, from another person's perspective. A girl, just laying in the snow, completely alone. The sun was still visible in the sky, an apparent perfect winter day for any human that could possibly pass by. It probably looked like I was just a little girl, having fun in the snow in the presence of the evening sun. But if you would have come up close to me, any person would get frightened by the scene before them. The scene was much more tragic than some girl playing innocently in the forest. If any passers had seen me in that state, they would get alarmed by the number of bruises that were visible on my body covered in a pit of blood. 

I just stared up into the white sky. I was not feeling cold at all, it was like my whole body was numb. Numb by everything. There were probably a few houses just a few hundred meters away from me, I could see the lights outside the dark shadows of the forest, where I was laying in. The light gave me hope, I just had to stand up and walk a little further.

The snowmobile crashed into a tree, making me fall down into the cold snow. Not even thinking about the new bruises that I had gotten from the crash. It was as if I was used to the pain by now. I still wanted to keep fighting.

I was done being the poor little girl without a voice. I was done being the victim.

From every time I had been broken down, something inside of me grew stronger.

It was the time for all of the hurt to end.

I heard footsteps in the snow coming closer and closer.  I mentally prepared myself for the worst to happen. I did not know if I were to survive this day, or if I would be trapped inside forever. The only thing I knew is that I would stop crying and start to fight for my freedom even if it would take years.

The horrible man sat down on top of me, as if I was not hurting from before, his weight on top of my new wounds did not make it any better. He stroke my lip one time and looked down on his thumb. Juwon smiled down on me before he started licking the blood of his finger  He moaned in pleasure, seeing me weak was his greatest pride.

He now did the same again. He licked up all the blood until everything was gone. And then he started laughing, like the fucking psychopath he is. As much as I wanted to punch him in the face and run, I could not do it. I was too weak to even lift a finger. The only thing left that worked seemed to be my eyes, with only looked up at him. The monster.

The monster had been repeating the same circle for a while, wiping off my blood and then licking it all up. It was absurd. And he laughed, again and again. I wanted to speak up, but my lips were unable to move. I was paralyzed. 

A smile grew on him again. "You have been a bad girl." His face came slowly closer as he bowed down. "Don't you run from me." He spat in my face, but I didn't even feel the salvia hitting my cold skin. "Say you love me," Juwon said and grabbed my neck. He tightened his grip, harder and harder. "Say you love me, please." His eyes were now filling up by tears, and his face turned red. I was gasping for breath as his grip around my neck only became stronger. 

"Tell me you love me."

"Tell me you-"

The pain went away, and my vision was fading more and more.