Jaehyun helped me into the chair the closest to the fireplace, and the warmth layered around my body like a blanket. The aura was so relaxing, and I could rest with a light heart knowing Jaehyun was right across from me, where I could look into his deep brown eyes.
The smell from the lasagna woke up the need my stomach felt for food, I felt so hungry. Jaehyun took my plate and put some delicious lasagna on it. After he handed it back to me, he grabbed the bottle of wine.
"Wine?" He asked as he looked at me with a smile plastered on his face. I didn't really have a good relation to alcohol, but I decided I wanted a change. I knew I couldn't change all the horror of the past, but I knew I could change the future if I tried a bit more to change it myself.
"Yes please." He filled up the empty glass with bloody red wine. Then he poured into his own glass. "This wine is my favorite," Jaehyun said and it made me realize that I wanted to know more. I wanted to know what wine he hated as well. I was curious about him, he left me wanting to know more. "You like wine a lot?" I asked him and took the first bite of the delicious lasagna.
"Yes. I like to try out new wines from time to time." Jaehyun smiled at me. The sight of the outside was a pretty sight as this hour, the moon was full and shimmered over a pond in the distance. I closed my eyes, I wanted to remember this exact moment forever. I wanted to remember the smell of the warm food, the sound of his voice and the feeling I had inside of me.
"What do you like?" He suddenly asked and I opened my eyes again. "What I like?" I asked as I pointed a finger at myself. He just laughed a bit before continuing. "Yes, you."
What did I like? I had lost myself for so long that I almost had forgotten those sorts of things. I started thinking about what I liked before I remembered fully.
"I love to draw, but I haven't drawn in a long time." I looked down at the table, before taking another bite of my food. "Do you miss it?" He asked.
If I missed it? Yes.
I actually did miss it a lot."Yes, I do," I answered him. Jaehyun stood up and told me to wait a bit before leaving the dining table. I just ate what was left on my plate, and took a few sips of the wine.
After a while, he was back. With a paper in his right hand, and a pencil in his left. I could already tell what he was going to do, and I just laughed. "No, Jaehyun," I said before I laughed some more.
He sat down at the chair and handed the paper and pencil to me. "Draw something for me." His eyes were plastered on the paper, waiting for me to draw something.
I picked up the pencil and looked up at him. His hair was a beautiful shade of dark brown, and strands of it hung down on his forehead. His face was symmetrical and well put together. His face looked like it was sculpted by god himself. I just switched my eyes from the paper and over to him. Over and over again.
I carefully managed to draw him with all of his details, such as moles and dimples. I started highlighting and shadowing as well as I started coming closer to an end.
"Can I look now?" Jaehyun asked and looked at me with eyes filled by excitement. I looked at him with a teasingly look. "Hmm." I pretended to make up my mind. "Please, I want to see it."
He now pouted a bit, and I knew I couldn't resist so I gave up. "Fine." I handed him the piece of paper and waited nervously for his reaction. His eyes traveled up and down the paper a few times as he gasped. "Is this me?" He asked and I nodded as an answer.
"Wow. You are really good!" The room had gotten quiet as the only thing I heard was small gasps from Jaehyun while he looked at my drawing of him. "Well, it's nothing, really." I just shyly said. His eyes found mine again, and he widened his eyes. "You are an amazing artist, have you ever considered working with art?" Jaehyun asked and this is where the sad hours opened again.
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HOUSEKEEPER - JAEHYUN x READER
FanfictionY/N's family is in a financial crisis and she needs to earn money to help them out. SM entertainment is looking for a housekeeper for NCT 2018's dorm, and Y/N takes the opportunity, even though she'll have to move in with them and leave her family...