five shots of vodka

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Jungwoo pov

I sighed, staring down at my toast. The door to the kitchen made a slamming sound indicating that Jaehyun finally showed up. The sky was orange, the sun going up.

"Oh my god, Jaehyun, you're home! Where the fuck have you been?" Mark yelled out, running to the door. It was the day after the halloween party.

"And who are you to talk so informally to me?" he answered, his voice deep and groggy. I just sat there looking at the scene right in front of me. Yuta and Jaemin ran up to them both, the frantic look on their faces as well.

"Where have you been?" Yuta asked this time, more calm than Mark. Jaehyun just shuddered, walking past them.

"I have fucking been here all the time."

"Why do you keep cursing?" I interrupted, a little annoyed because my headache. I got no answer, they obviously just ignored my presence.

"Well, where's Y/N?"

Silence, no responce.

Yuta raised his eyebrows, clearly irritated by Jaehyun's attitude.

"She's sick," Jaehyun answered, ready to walk away. Jaemin opened his mouth about to question him when Jaehyun finished his short explanation; "she'll be fine." He walked out of the room, taking a glass of water back upstairs.

Lucas entered the room, unbeknownst to the incident that just occurred. I slightly panicked at the sight of him, blood raising up to my cheeks. I hurried out of the room not able to handle my feelings.

Flashback, Halloween party:

I was at the dance floor, along with Taeil, Ten and Johnny. They were showing off each their dance moves. My mind were elsewhere, and I did not feel like laughing and having fun at all. I was too caught up on trying to find Lucas in the crowd. Where was he, and who was he with?

I spotted Y/N over at the bar, with the two famous actors, Jungkook and Taehyung. There weren't any wonder why they would like to talk to her, she looked incredibly good in her costume.

My eyes kept wandering around in the venue, packed with people I have seen on tv many times before. I could see Lucas side profile from across the dance floor. His perfect side profile. I had saved up courage to go and talk to him. I left the other members, and strutted my way over to him. Just before I had reached him, I could see him talking with a girl with long, black hair. Her beautiful features revealed who she was. It was the stunning singer, Yeri.

My feet immediately stopped as I saw him touching her arm, and slightly pulled her closer to him. It was as if my heart shattered into a million pieces.

I wanted to walk away from the scene, but I couldn't move. It felt like my feet was glued to the ground. I just stood there watching them before me.

They stood there, flirting non stop for a while, before Lucas leaned slowly towards her, and planted a kiss on her lips. I felt like throwing up right then and there, but my feet started working again, and they were walking the other way. I made my way towards the bar, and sat down.

"Five shots of vodka, please" I hissed at the bartender. I tapped my fingers against the counter impatiently. The shots arrived some moments later, and I chugged one after another down my throat. As I poured all the liquor into my body, I noticed that a girl I had never really seen much of before, staring at me with a smirk plastered on her face.

After the last shot, I stared right back at her. She was across from me, and none of us broke the gaze once. I was starting to feel a rush inside my body, and I stepped up from my chair and walked towards her. I placed my hand on her shoulder and turned her around to face me.

She was taken by surprise, but the teasing expression she had from earlier, still hadn't left her face. I pulled her out of her chair, and she laid her arms around me. I smashed my lips on to hers, and we started making out. My hands ran up and down her whole body, as she was pulling my hair.

I did not feel a thing. My body didn't tickle, like the feeling I always had when I was close to Lucas. I did understand that this girl didn't mean anything to me, but with the alcohol in my body, it felt as if I was no longer in charge.

I opened my eyes while we were making out for a split second, and I could see Lucas standing some meters in front of us. He looked a bit disappointed, a bit angry. I couldn't understand him. Sometimes, it felt like he was flirting with me and got all touchy, but that was only the times we were alone. Usually he didn't pay any special sort of interest in me when we were with other people. He left me with so many thoughts, so many times and it hurt.

After some time, I broke the kiss. She looked at me a bit confused, when I stepped away from her, ready to leave her alone. My feet waddled across the dance floor. The room was floating, and my body swayed to the music. I managed to go out in the hall, outside of the big room filled with celebrities.

I felt like going home, and I was about to go out of the door when I felt an arm gripping me from behind. "What do you think you are doing?" A too familiar voice said, angrily. I saw an enraged Lucas in front of me. He seemed a bit out of breath. "I'm leaving!" I yelled back at him. I was angry at him for confusing me so much.

"You are not walking home alone, in this state." He said.

"Why the fuck not?" I aggressively let out, before turning around again.

He now made his way around me. He put his hands on each my arms tightly.

"You've had too much to drink, Jungwoo." He let out, he seemed so serious.

"Why do you care?" I said, and pushed him away from me, making my path clear. My feet stumbled down the stairs, and I was close to falling by every step I took. Lucas ran up to me once again, and pulled me back.

"Leave me alone, I can take care of myself." I hissed at him.

"No, you clearly can't. You can't even walk properly!" He now yelled at me again.

"Well, you don't care about me anyways!" I said, and walked away from him. I could hear the footsteps behind me, and I fasten my speed. The tempo I was now walking was making me more dizzy, all the surroundings were floating around. I was about to fall, when Lucas caught me, and held me in his arms. He lifted me up, and I was now in between his arms.

"You are the only one I care about, Jungwoo." He said, with a more calm voice than earlier. His eyes were glimmering in the dark, and he looked so gorgeous.

"Then why do you hurt me?" I asked. He turned silent, and I could see that his eyes started to tear up.

"I don't want to, I hate myself for it." He let out, and a tear ran down his face. He placed his hand on my cheek. I could feel the butterflies in my stomach going crazy by his touch.

"I am so sorry," He stopped, and looked down for a couple of seconds. He inhaled deeply, before continuing. "I love you." He said, and then found his way back to my gaze. We looked deeply into each others eyes, before he pulled me in for a kiss.

It was as if my whole body was on fire. The indescribable feeling of his lips kissing mine, left my body shaken.


"I love you too, Lucas."


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