HOUSEKEEPER - JAEHYUN x READER

against my cold skin

We had just arrived outside a big house. It was beautiful, and the white color of the house glimmered into the night sky. It was around 8 pm and the sun was already down. It seemed like a rich and quiet neighborhood, with big houses located all around.

The van had stopped outside the gate, and Jaehyun picked me up and held me while he walked out of the car. Suho stepped outside as well, with a big object in his hands. "It will be difficult to walk the upcoming days so here is a wheelchair you can use in the meantime." Suho planted it on the ground and Jaehyun lifted me down and put me safely into the wheelchair. Suho handed Jaehyun some painkillers and other medication and told me the right use of dosage.

"Thank you for all the help, really." I thanked him, and he just smiled a bit before patting my shoulder. "It was my pleasure, get healthy soon." Soon after he stepped inside the van, and it drove away.

Jaehyun placed his hand on each handle of the wheelchair and started pushing me towards his house. I could already tell that he came from a well-off family based on his house and neighborhood. The white-colored house had a double set of black doors, and Jaehyun pulled out his keys to open up. "Welcome to my home."

The first thing that came to my view when Jaehyun opened the doors was how nice and fancy-looking it was on the inside. Two staircases led up to the balcony on the second floor, and a pretty chandelier was hanging in the middle of the hallway. Jaehyun started pushing the wheelchair further into the home, and I was still stunned by the interior of his home. We passed the hallway and came into a cozy living room with a big fireplace in the center of it, gaining my attention.

"Wow, you have a beautiful home," I said, looking up at Jaehyun.

He thanked me while showing his beautiful smile once again. Jaehyun suddenly rushed towards the fireplace and lit it up. The place became even cozier, and I could feel myself relaxing a little bit more in my chair than before.

"You need to regain some warmth and change your clothes. I'll fill up the bathtub with warm water so that you can take a bath as well," he said and placed the wheelchair so that I could face the fireplace.

"Are you okay being alone for a second?" He turned to me and looked at me deeply in the eyes. We were quiet for a few seconds just looking at each other, I could feel his presence making me even calmer.

"Yes, of course."

"Oh wait, take this." He suddenly came even closer to me, his nice perfume filling up my nostrils. Jaehyun placed a red blanket over my body from behind and swiftly gave me a short hug in the process. My cheeks reddened and I was happy that he couldn't see my face at that moment.

I noticed pictures of him and his family over the fireplace. One of him to the left, it looked like it was taken in elementary school. His cheeks were chubby but incredibly cute and his dimples were still so deep back then. In the middle, there was a family photo with four members, a father, a mother, a little Jaehyun with a slightly older girl at his side. The last photo to the right was of that same girl. She was very pretty and had the same features as Jaehyun. It probably had to be his sister.

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Jaehyun helped me out of the chair when we came into the bathroom. The bathroom was quite big and luxurious as well. The bathtub to the right was already tapped and he had lit candles all around. It looked very pleasing right now. I tried to get out by the wheelchair by myself, but unsurprisingly, I couldn't. Jaehyun was quick to support me and lifted me up.

I looked down at the floor awkwardly. I knew I was too weak to undress at this point, but asking him to do it would be a little shameless. Either way, I had to change clothes whether I'd like it or not. "Uhm, could you help me undress?" I mumbled under my breath, not letting my eyes off the white stone-floor. "Excuse me?" He said and lowered his head to hear me as he was looking at me. "I was asking if you could help me undress," I asked, and my eyes closed in embarrassment. I could feel the blood rushing through my body as well, and my cheeks got more red. "Yes, of course."

He supported me down to the edge of the bathtub, and he helped me get the worn-out sweater that was covered in stained blood off of me. I now sat there in my bra. I was feeling so embarrassed about showing my body like this to anyone. Jaehyun just looked down as he helped me, not looking at me once.

He bowed down and took off my socks first, and then moved up to unbutton my pair of jeans. This was now the first time he looked at me, he stared deeply right into my eyes. "Are you okay?" He asked, and I just nodded a bit before looking away.

Jaehyun then pulled down my jeans and this is where I felt my insecurities grew bigger. I had never felt comfortable in my own body. I wrapped my hands around my stomach to try to cover up some of my body at least.

Jaehyun looked down and I could see him smile a bit. "Thanks for the help." I just mumbled before looking down at the floor again. It became a little bit awkward, but Jaehyun cut through the silence. "I will be making some dinner. You like lasagna?" He asked and I answered with a smile and told him that I did.

"Good. Oh, I almost forgot!" Jaehyun said and looked up at me with a slightly shocked face. "Wait here!" He said before he quickly ran out.

I took the time to look around in the room some more. This bathroom seemed bigger than the whole first floor of my old home. It was big windows looking out at a beautiful view over a big garden outside. The walls and floor were white and clean. It was such a contrast to my dark and bloody clothes that were laying down on the floor.

The bathtub I was sitting on top of at the moment wasn't just a normal, regular one. It was big and could fit at least three grown men. It was now filled with bubbles and the lit-up candles were put all around the edge.

I could hear Jaehyun coming back, and I quickly looked over at the mirror above the sink at the other side of the room to see how I looked. It was not a very pleasing sight. I had bruises and marks all around in my face. Dark circles laid under my eyes as well. It was an under-exaggeration to say that I looked bad.

I couldn't really do anything about it before Jaehyun entered the room again. "Here is the phone that you left at the restaurant. Call me if you need anything, okay?" He asked and I nodded quickly before he left.

I build up the strength to lift my legs over to the other side and into the bathtub. I supported them both by my arms, and I slowly managed to do it.

I now placed my hands on each side and lowered my body into the warm water. It felt like heaven brushed over me, the hot water felt so nice against my skin. It stung in some places of my body where my wounds were located, but it did not surpass the feeling of pleasure the hot water against my cold skin felt like.

I locked my eyes and felt at peace. I took a few deep breathes before picking up my phone at the side of the bathtub.

A/N:
Stream Deja Vu by Dreamcatcher❤️