Try and Trust the Princess.

Sorrow

(4 days later)

"Oh, I hope someday I'll make it out of here, even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near. Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fearTear me to pieces, skin to bone. Hello, welcome home. Walking out of time. Looking for a better place (looking for a better place) Something's on my mind. Always in my head space"  Blasted in Justin's guest room, which is my room now I guess.

I know I shouldn't stay here any longer than I have already.

Justin told me I'm not in the way or a bother, I mean his parents are never home anyway. I'm not sure why.

Well, it's not like I wanna go home anyway so I might as well stay as long as I can because this place is better than my real home will ever be.

Ryan and I did up the room to make it my own so I feel more at home and we went to my place to grab a few more of my clothes so I can pick out more outfits.

(Room before and after at top)

"Evalyn!" Justin shouted from downstairs. "Everyone is here!"

It's Friday and Justin, Ryan, Andrea, Noah and Noah's girl of the week, are all having a movie night to shake off the drama-filled week we had with Emma and her little whore rats.

I guess you might wanna know what happened huh....well here it goes.

FLASHBACK TO TUESDAY  

"Babeeeee" Ryan whined as I dragged him around Ikea looking for more stuff to decorate my room at Justin's place with.

"Whattt." I mocked the way he whined turning around and wrapping my arms around his neck. 

He put his hands on my waist and I smiled. "Are we done yet?" 

"No!" I said then turned around and grabbed his hand. "One more thing"

I had a lot of things in my cart and I am ordering a lot as well.

We paid someone who worked here to push our cart for us so we didn't have to do it, lazy I know right but I gave that person $50 for doing it so win-win

I grabbed my last thing, fairy lights because of what's a room without those really?

I had a lot of things like 10 jars, a makeup compartment thing, new bedding, a clear sheet and ordered a bed frame, a vanity and a chair to go with it. 

I don't have a big room but it is big enough to fit all that in it and I have an idea for it.

"Okay." I smiled at the person pushing the cart. 

He is like in his 20's and his name is Jake.

He smiled back and his dark brown eyes lit up and he pushed back some of his brown hair.

"Thank you some much for pushing the cart for us today jake it means a lot to us lazy people," I giggled. "but we can take it from here."

He nodded and gave me the cart.

When he saw that Ryan wasn't looking he shot me a wink but I ignored it.

I don't understand why boys have been looking at me like I'm a deer and they are tigers, I'm wearing sweatpants and a crop top with my hair in a ponytail, I'm not exactly deer material today.

 "Alright let's go, baby," Ryan whispered in my ear and I started walking to the line.

It is so long and I mean LONG!!

I looked at Ryan as he looked away and I studied his features, his messy hair and his sharp jawline. His perfect eyes, perfect nose, perfect smile, perfect lips.