Try and Trust the Princess.

Go Fuck Yourself

I woke up in my bed with Ryan next to me. His arms wrapped around me holding me close to him.

Last night we all went to bed after watching 4 movies. Ryan stayed the night while everyone else went home.

We are all planning on going to the beach today because it is supposed to be nice outside like 28 degrees so that's fun.

I felt safe and warm but mostly tired I wanna go back to sleep but my phone started to ring. I whined and grabbed it from under the pillow.

I looked at who was disturbing my peaceful sleep and my eyes widened in horror when I saw the name on the screen.

My heart started beating at a fast speed and it was hard for me to breath.

I answered the phone scared to see what is going to happen. "H-Hi dad."

"Where the fuck have you been for the past weeks?" He yelled into the phone.

A tear slipped down my cheek as he yelled at me from the other end of the phone. I slowly got off the bed and into the washroom that was attached to my room.

"You slut you will get your fat ass home and tell me where you have been a bitch!" He screamed.

"Dad no I promise I am safe I'm at Andrea's house. We had a thing we were planning for you for-" I started to say but he started to yell at me again.

By this time I was crying. 

I sat in a ball in the washroom with the phone to my ear hearing my dad scream at me. I took in all the hateful stuff he said because I know I deserve it all.

I left him and Tristan. 

He probably beat Tristan so much now that I left and that is all my fault I'm so dumb for leaving him with my dick of a father.

After he was done yelling he calmed down and told me I can stay where I am because I am 17 but I need to go home and tell him why I think I deserve to stay and that he has a going-away present for me. We both know what that is.

I walked out of the bathroom after I finished crying and wiping my tears away. When I walked out not pay attention I bumped into two bodies.

I looked up to see Justin and Ryan both towering over me with concerned looks on their faces.

"What's wrong? I woke up and heard you sobbing in the bathroom." Ryan said grabbing my hand and looking in my eyes.

Justin grabbed my other hand and I looked up into his blue eyes. "Your little boyfriend woke me up to come and hear for myself we want to know if you are okay sweets," Justin added.

I looked at both of them with fear in my eyes and trying to fight back the tears that are trying to come out. 

When I looked at both of them it reminded me of when I was little and I was crying and Tristan and his old friend Luke came in and asked me if I was okay the same way these boys are.

I wonder how hurt Tristen really is. I hurt him more than my dad ever could, I left him alone with our father and I hurt him. Made him bleed and bruised and cut. 

I can't believe I ever thought living with Justin was a good idea, I was in the wrong mind. Selfish I was to think  I could get away from my dad that easily. This is my life and there is nothing I can do about it.\

"Evalyn?" I hear then I get back to real life.

"I'm fine I just had a bad dream," I said with a smile on my face to insure that I'm fine when I know I'm really not. "I got to go out. I have to go get a few things before the beach."