Try and Trust the Princess.

Lose it

I felt numb like every part of my body is gone nothing is there. My arms are gone. My legs are gone. My head is gone. My heart is gone. My soul is gone. I feel empty like nothing can make this whole I feel gone.

After Chase fixed me up we waited until my dad and Tristan left because they had to go get something from one of their friends. Probably some drugs or something.

I can't get the look on Tristan's face out of my head. It looks so much like my dad's and it was scary, like a nightmare that came true.

I'm walking slowly into Justin's house with Chase carrying me because it hurt too much for me to walk.

I looked at him watching him carry me into the house. He looked worried and scared walking into the house. I could tell he had a lot on his mind by the way his eyes never moved from looking where we were walking. "Are you okay?" 

He turned his head and stopped walking, looking me in the eyes he whispered. "Yes just scared to see what your lover boy is going to say." 

"You're fine," I said then I kissed his cheek and we walked into the house. "Hello," I yelled then whispered to Chase. "Put me down please." 

Chase put me down right when Ryan came running down the stairs. "Babe plans change....What happened to you." He asked walking slowly towards me then his eyes locked with Chase and he glared at him. "What the fuck did you do!?" He growled at Chase.

I moved as fast as I could in between them and put my hands on Ryan's chest and looked up at him and saw anger in his eyes. "He did nothing Ryan he helped me actually." 

Ryan looked at him studying him before looking back down at me and putting his hands on my waist and I yelped at his touch and he immediately pulled away and lifted up my shirt showing my already purple bruise. That's gonna be a nasty one later.

"What the hell is this!? What happened!?" He yelled looking at me then Chase and back at me.

"I have a lot to tell you but first I need you to sit down," I said pushing him to the living room. 

Ryan sat down on the couch his eyes never left Chase, it's like he's trying to find a weakness in him but can't find one and is getting annoyed at that fact.

I sat down beside Ryan and Chase sat on the chair across from the couch. I looked at Ryan who was still trying to find Chase's weakness and I mean I don't blame him if I was a guy and my girlfriend came home with another dude all beat up I would be doing the same thing.

"I lied to you," I said. I don't know why I said that but it was said and that sure got Ryan's attention and he is now looking at my beat-up face. "When I said I was going to get stuff for the beach I lied, I went home because my dad called me and said we have to talk things over about me staying here,"

Ryan studied me to ask me to speak to him, Chase just watched me as I spoke.

I told him about Tristan and my dad beating me numb, how weak I felt against the two of them, and how scared I was. How when they carried me up the stairs I tried to kick my way out but they held me so tight I felt numb. 

He looked so mad that his face was fuming but when I told him what Chase did his mood changed to a calmer lighter mood but I can still see is anger. "He helped me, saved me even. Ryan, I'm sorry for lying to you I hope you can forgive me."

Ryan studied me but after 1 minute he held me in a hug and put his head on my neck. I didn't hug him at first but then I let him hug me.

The hug overwhelmed me and all I know is I'm sobbing on Ryan's shoulder. I tried to keep myself together but how he was holding me, so gentle like if he hugs me too tight I might break, makes me lose it.