I'm really not a morning person but here I am taking a walk around our subdivision. Pagkatapos na nangyari kagabi sa amin ni Neyth, I mean dun sa kiss hindi talaga ako nakatulog.
Uminom na ako ng gatas at nag work out to exhaust my self and finally doze off to sleep, pero wala eh!
Question of Why's are dancing in my head all the time.
Why he kissed me.
Why his lips are too soft but opposite to look at.
Why he's doing this to me?
Why I felt different after that kiss?
Why does it felt so right yet so wrong?
Why do I suddenly crave for him?
Ugh! This is insane !
I have to cool down and the morning breeze seems helping me and I never regretted getting out of bed this early.
Good thing it's Saturday so I don't have to worry rushing this calming and peaceful walk of mine and second thing I don't have to worry seeing his face because I swear I don't what to react when I'm in front of him.
Of course I don't have anything to be ashamed of when it comes to him and its just a kiss, in the forehead and I am maybe overreacting but its Nathannelle were talking about.
I feel like I have saw his other side that night and I don't like it. Itakes me uncomfortable towards him.
Ang inaakala kong mapayapang umaga ay hindi pala magtatagal dahil ang dahilan ng paghaharumintado ng dibdib ko kagabi hanggang ngayon ay nasa harap ko at take note naka topless lang siya mga seb.
Kahit pawisan bakit parang ang bango parin niyang tingnan.
OMGosh, those muscles that flexes in every movements and seb pwede ng pang pares ng kape ang anim niyang pandesal.
Ang lamig-lamig nang hangin pero pinagpapawisan ako ng sobra .
Hoooo ! JuiceKo , kailangan Kong kumalma.
Papalapit na sa akin si Neyth. Kung bakit ba kasi nagpapakalma ako, ngayon ko pa siya makikita.
"Kasalanan mo to eh" bigla Kong nabulalas ng nasa harap ko na siya. Hindi ako makapag-isip ng maayos dahil sa kanya. Kung ano-ano nalang pinagsasabi ko.
"What? Anong kasalanan ko?" His brows furrowed but there's a smirk settled on his soft pink lips that im craving to ki---
"Hayy Bwesit, umalis ka nga sa isip ko!" Sabihin niyong hindi ko sinabi yun ! Huhuhuhu, nababaliw na ako.
Bigla na lamang akong tumakbo na sabunot ang buhok ko. Baliw na nga yata ako !
Tulungan niyo ko.
❄❄❄♠♠♠❄❄❄
Kung hindi ako mapapakalma ng sariwang hangin pwes, baka ibang hangin ang kailangan ko.
Kaya nandito ako ngayon sa Mall, nagpapahangin este, nagpapalamig.
And mukhang effective naman dahil nalilibang ako dito.
Yeah, I'm a freaking nerd but I'm still a girl no!
Kailangan ko rin to.
Relax na relax ako na naglalakad at patingin-tingin sa mga boutique while sipping my favorite chocolate milk tea.
Oh diba, chocolate na, milk pa. Hahahahaa
Choco na gatas, gatas na choco.
Nababaliw na naman ako! Pakisapak ng ulo ko . hehehehehee
As long as, hindi ko makikita ang tsunggong yun (Oo, balik tsunggo tayo para kumalma ako) hindi ako aatakehin sa puso.
When I was making my way to the second floor of the mall riding an escalator, I saw him on the opposite side going down.
The one and only man that I have mentioned earlier.
The man that makes this heart beats in its fast pace.
The man that makes me flustered
The man that always makes me feel burning inside.
And maybe the man who aren't really for me and bound to break my heart.
Napatigil ako sa pag iisip dahil sa huling linyang yun.
Ano bang naiisip ko?
He can't break my heart because I will never let him.
He's there smiling widely, eyes sparkling while talking to someone, a girl.
A girl who has an exceptional beauty, a radiant smile settled on her face and she has a vibrant and fresh look.
Compared to me, na mukhang zombie na naglalakad at naligaw dito sa mall.
Why can't he smile like that to me?
Why can't he be nice like that towards me?
Is she someone special, someone close to him?
Bakit nakakaramdam ako ng ganito.?
Sino bang niloloko ko, hindi ako makakalma kung palagi ko siyang naiisip.
Bakit ba kasi palagi ko siyang naiisip?
Nag aasume na naman ba ako? Bakit? Pinaasa ba niya ako? Diba hindi?
Nag ooverreact lang talaga siguro ako sa nangyari.
Oo tama, ganun nga kailangan ko na siyang iwaksi sa isipan ko dahil walang magandang maidudulot kung magpapatuloy ako ng ganito.
Ayoko. Nakakatakot !
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