Neyth's POV
Hindi ako pumasok sa morning classes ko dahil hindi ko kayang makita ang reaksyon niya dahil sa inasta ko nung nagdaang gabi, kasi ako mismo sa sarili ko hindi alam kung bakit ba nangyari ang hindi naman dapat. I just can't fucking control myself when it comes to her, specially when she make me worried sick that damn night and may I add, kasama niya si Kurt. Oo, magkaibigan kami, simula pa pagkabata. Pero may isang bagay lang talaga kaming hindi nakakapagsunduan. Our behavior, and I don't want to discuss all the long list of our behavior differences.
Everytime I remember her on that early morning when I was having my run and she suddenly blurted out na umalis ako sa isipan niya, I almost laugh but fight against it, her words wake every hope inside me.
That those small gesture I gave her are enough to make her confused and puzzled.
I will never be puzzled towards my feelings for her, I am just waiting for the right time, I will make it slow until her full attention is on me but.......
I know pursuing her will never be damn easy because of Kurt.
Why does he have to always butt in every business I have.?
Doesn't he have something else to do?
Kaya nung lumapit na naman si Kurt kay Yza ay gusto ko nang itumba ang lamesa dito but I don't want to make a scene in front of her, I'm trying my best to get close to her so that my plans will run smoothly.
I came in this school because of her.
Stupid it is to think but what can I do?
I don't know the feeling when I first laid my eyes on her 13 years ago.
I know she doesn't remember me anymore but I will make her.
I'm so damn happy when finally i got kicked out on my previous school.
Yes, I'm an asshole and a womanizer back there only because out of anger.
Anger towards everything, my life is a mess and always was and I don't want to mention it.
Pero kapag nasasagi sa isipan ko ang maganda niyang mukha, matatamis na mga ngiti at nagniningning na mga mata its like my dark world switched into one pleasant place to live in.
That's why I came to a decision that I must find her.
After my expulsion, I immediately went back to the place I hate the most and love at the same time. The place where I was so lost until I found her. Then, I enrolled to Salvador University luckily my asshole of a father had many connections so I was enrolled in the university in just a snap of a finger. Hahahahahaa, para naman may pakinabang siya!
At first I was so disappointed when I can't found her in the campus. I know its 13 years ago, and were still a kid back then but I know if I will see her I'll be able to recognize her because she always stands out on the crowd. Those ash gray hair and blue eyes . I know its impossible that she's a Filipina but I have talked to her years ago even its just "Hi, I'm Yza at ikaw?" at "Opo nandiyan na po" nung tinawag na siya ng kanyang mommy. But before that, we played, talked, laughed, teased and promised each other that when we get older we'll find each other and became buddies, even best friends. But I want more than just friends. Heck! I wanted to marry her already. I know its impossible for a young heart to feel this way, but I just can't forget her and I can't get her out of my head.
I searched for her, every streets, every blocks, every buildings to find where she lived. Heck! Even Google Map doesn't know where she is. I am on the verge of giving up but it seems that the heavens don't want me to and as if they hear my prayers (as if I know how to pray), my wishes I mean He sent her to me.
I didn't found her because she found me.
Yes I told you that I will immediately recognize her but I am disappointed to myself that I didn't.
Can't blame me though, she disguised her beautiful self and I don't know why.
The only reason why I recognized her is that when I held her eyes its like I can see through her, the true her and a wild and hard thump in my chest that I just felt for a long time and that's 13 years ago when I met her.
Now that I have found her, I don't know how to approach her.
For her, I am just a stranger, a filler of her childhood memory and nothing important.
Thinking about that make me desperate for her to remember me. That's why I'm constantly getting on her nerves but not wanting to hurt her, maybe sometimes I'm a bit too much and that's makes me an asshole.
"Ugh!" I heaved a frustrated sigh. I'm here on the balcony of our house thinking of plans OPLAN: GETTING CLOSE TO HER.
Nag search ako online but they were so cliché, siguro pwede na lagyan lang ng kaunting twist.
Paano ko kaya yun gagawin?
Ting!
Nag scroll ako sa contacts ko para hanapin ang pangalan ng taong makakatulong sa akin and dialled his number.
Within a couple of rings, he answered.
"Hello, I need help"
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I know that usually sa next page yung a/n ko pero gusto ko lang mag sorry sa late update ..
Yan na po ..
And, gusto ko rin pong iksian every chapter para tuloy-tuloy ang update.
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