~Makas pov~
Blair was the only one who wasn't busy when I needed to go dress shopping so she went along with me. I got the chance to talk to her about what was going on and she agreed that I should talk to Kid and see what he thinks I should do. After Blair drops me off at the mansion I walk over to Kids office where he usually hangs out with the guys. When I realize none of the guys are there I try not to think too much into it. I walk in and look around hoping for answers, in his desk I find a small journal that I haven't seen Kid write in so I open it. I know I shouldn't be snooping but I need to know what's happening to me and why everything seems to surround our relationship. I open the journal slowly and the first page is dated about a month ago around the time Kid started acting weird and having those nightmares that kept him tossing and turning almost every night.
~The Journal~
She's back and this time she's going to take the only girl I've ever loved. The nightmares are getting worse. They always start the same, I wake up in a pitch black room tied to the floor. Everything is cold and my heartbeat echo's in my pounding head. I look around desperately for any source of light and my heart stops when it is finally given to me. A solid steal door creeks open slowly along with a chilling laugh. A laugh I know all too well. When I was younger she haunted my dreams and when I realized she was real she ruined everything for my family. The emperous took my mom years ago and did things to her she'd never talk to any of us about. She destroyed my family and now she is going to destroy me.
I call out in a desperate attempt, "What have you done with her?! Where is she?!" She has Maka and with the snap of her finger she could end her life. She just laughs at me, "Silly boy, you really thought I was done with you and your father? Childish mistake. As for your beloved well she's just collateral damage. Too bad though, she's such a pretty girl, and so strong too. But don't worry you'll see her again, dead in your arms." And that's all she says before the lights go out again and I am thrusted back into my own consciousness. I have to keep Maka safe, I have to keep her away from me, from all this. It's the only way.
~Yesterday's entry~
Phoenix wants Maka now, maybe she'll be safer with her. I know Maka is trying to fight off the urge but there's no use. She's too powerful. I hate to let her go but it's losing her for now or losing her forever. Maybe after all this is over I can win her back and explain everything. Maybe I should try to talk to Phoenix, maybe she can get over what happened between us to defeat this hell together. I know she blames me for what happened to mom and her after our parents split and maybe I am at some fault but if there's anyone she hates more than me it's the emperous herself. I just don't know how to get through to her long enough to tell her what's going on. The only way I can do this is alone, at least for now. Phoenix will know somethings up when I let Maka go and maybe then she'll come to talk to me and hear me out.....
A tear slides down my cheek and drops onto the page as I finish reading. Why didn't Kid tell me all of this was going on? I could've fought with him to get rid of this person. We could've gotten made sure she never came back.
I try to collect myself and wipe away my tears, my emotions conflict every thought in my mind. I know I'm under some kind of spell that I can't fight and maybe I shouldn't. Kid is right, we need Phoenix, we need so many others too. If this girl is as powerful and Kid fears then we are going to need all the help we can get. And we're going to need a plan. I don't know what's going to happen or even who I really love right now but if one thing is for sure I know that Kid isn't in this alone. I'd rather fight and die trying than make him take on the emperous all by himself. I have to find him and talk to him before it's too late!
