I hadnt talked to Blair since our fight and every day since I have felt worse and worse about what I said. I couldn't understand what made me get so defensive, maybe she was right and I just didn't want to admit it or maybe I... I ugh I don't know.
I try to call her but every time I try it goes straight to voicemail. How could I be so mean? I have to think of something to do... Maybe I can try a girls night out or something. I just know I have to make things right again.
I tried talking to kid about things I should do but he was still more worried about my well-being then anything else. I've got to figure out what happened in his dream maybe then I can fix both of these problems.
