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I unfold the last page and read
'-Your lips and how soft they are - kissable that's a good way to describe you.
-How sexy you are without having to act like a slut
-How influenced you are by your books and music
-Your hair no matter how annoying it is I love playing with it and twirling it around my fingers when we used to talk
-Your fashion sense, including all of the black clothes because we are just that cool
-How strong you are. You have had depression most of your life but you always pull through.
Your acting skills may have fooled many others but not me because I'm sorry but I know you too well and you say 'I'm Fine' but you're going insane. You say your feeling good but you're really in a lot of pain. You say 'It's Nothing' but really it's a lot, you say you're ok but you're really not.
Baby my biggest ragret is not being able to be there for you in the way you needed me to be. I'm sorry I got cancer and I know I'm going to die. I'm sorry I can't be there to hug you and kiss you and tell you it's all ok and everything will be fine and one day I want you to say I'm Fine and mean it because right now you're really not fine at all.
I love you though babe. Always remember that because I always have and always will. Unconditional Love.
Yours forever,
Luke xxx'
I put the letter down and let the tears carry on falling
'He's right though' I think as I go into the kitchen and pick up a knife off the counter and place it on top of my wrist
'I'm really not fine at all'
YOU ARE READING
"I'm Fine" ☠ l.h
Fanfiction"What's it like?" Luke whispered, playing with her hands as they sat there in silence "Hmm?" She turned her head to see the tall boy next to her "Depression, what's it like?" She thought long and hard about her answer, "It's like drowning but... yo...
