In The End (Dolan Twin Fanfic)

34 Back on the Grind

Ethan's POV

3...2...1...

"What's up guys!" Gray and I said in unison.

Grayson started to yell and hit me, "I can't believe we're doing this again!"

"Bro, you need to chill," I hit him back smiling.

"I know, I thought I'd never do this again," his voice sounded genuine.

"I know,"I rolled my eyes," But guys as you know by now that you're watching this, I'm alive!"

"He's alive!"

"Sadly," I said as soon as Grayson said 'He's alive."

"Okay we gotta get back on track," I laughed.

"Right, so it's been a crazy ass few months. I had no idea that this would be happening again and I'm so glad it is. But, I wanted to tell Ethan what I went through when you were in a coma and yeah. I thought, hey this would be a great idea for a video and I could tell you how I feel!"

"He didn't come up with that all on his own by the way," I added.

"Bull," He looked at me.

"I have one thing to say though," I looked at the camera," Grayson is a terrible cryer."

"Shut up!"

"No guys you don't understand. It's like when a girls trying to be cute and she goes 'I'm a horible cryer and she cries and the boy's like 'oh that's so adorable.' It's like that with Grayson, but he's a man and he's a terrible cryer."

"What?" We both laughed.

"Okay so yeah, let's start. I wanna know everything," I looked at Grayson.

"Stop, don't look at me," I chuckled and stared at him even longer.

"Ew gross, Ethan, stop."

"Okay, so tell me how you feel. This is serious now," I said.

"We need dramaticly calm music."

"Good idea."

"Okay, so," Grayson started,"I'm not going to lie, I didn't want to do shit. I wanted to lay in bed and sleep until you woke up. I felt so alone. I know that sounds crazy because I had family and friends supporting me through everything, but it's different because I've known you my whole life. You've literally always been there with me. And having you gone, almost like you were dead, it was terrible and I can't imagine going another day without you."

"That's so cheesy," I laughed.

"I'm serious," Gray smiled," I missed you so much. I cried like a little bitch all the time."

"I feel sorry for whoever you cried in front of," I giggled.

"Shut up," Gray shoved me.

"But really, you felt like that? Like constantly?" I asked getting back on topic.

"Yes, all the time. I was so done with life, but Skylar," He looked at the camera," You don't know who she is," I ooed," Shut it, but she got me back on track and she made me realize that I need to be there for our fans and for myself. Then I started to get my life back on track and I still missed you of course, but I felt better."

"So you stopped thinking about me?"

"No, not necessarily, I just did other things to distract myself. If I thought about you, our house wouldn't be clean at all, I would've probably shrunk because for a while I stopped going to the gym, our fans wouldn't know what's going on with us. Just little things ya know."

"Yeah I get it," I nodded my head. I didn't realize how hurt Grayson was and what had happened.

"So, what did you experience during your coma?"

"I mean, sometimes I could hear people and things but I didn't understand it. And it definately didn't feel like I was out for three months, maybe 5 mintues. But I heard you talk a day before I woke up. I actually heard you crying, and some other stuff that's not important right now," Grayson got really serious for a moment but he shifted gears," But yeah, that's about it. Everything was pitch black. I could remember memories and things like that I guess. It's really hard to explain."

"Where you in pain?"

"When I woke up yeah, my whole body ached because I hadn't moved for three months and I did have a little neck pain from the crash, but for the most part, that's it."

"Wow, so not a whole lot huh?"

"Nope," I shook my head.

"I mean, this video seems pretty short I guess, I don't know what else to ask," Grayson laughed.

"Yeah, but this is an update for our fans and just a talk for me and you so I think everyone will be fine with it. With that being said, I think we should be back on our regular uploading time. We may be late next week, but you guys know what's up. We won't leave you in the dark anymore!"

"Yay!" Grayson cheered.

"Yup, so that's it. I'll be replying to DM's and comments on ALL social media so if you guys want to know something or have a question just leave a comment down below or something, I don't know."

"And like the video!" Grayson smiled.

"And subscribe and hit that little bell like you're punching Grayson in the face," I nodded my head at the camera.

"I don't even care at this point, go for it," Grayson's voice was so monotoned.

Me and Gray looked at each other indicating it was time to end.

"Alright guys, peace!" We said peace together at the end.

*A few hours later*

"You think fans will be happy?" I said doing homework while Grayson edited the video.

"Yeah of course."

"I looked at the comments and stuff and they seriously were worried. It's surprised me."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, I knew people cared about me and stuff, it just sudden and a lot. You don't expect that type of thing, or I don't at least."

"Yeah everyone was worried."

"Yeah...hey, you know how I said that I heard other conversations when I was out of it?"

Grayson got real quiet.

"I understood what was said, but I didn't know the whole picture I guess."

Grayson spun around in his chair, his eyes were red, like he was about to start crying.