hello fellow humans and other beings blessed with the ability to read english, how are you today? i'm doing good, just for today. i had an exam, even though it's saturday, i got my cat taken away from me because i'm allergic but everything is going fine.
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a few things that happened during these first days of school have messed me up a little bit. i set some new goals in my life and in the process of that, i got mentally exhausted resulting in not having the greatest mood of all time. i had a chapter ready to be uploaded on the 14th but for some reason i didn't do that, i don't know. now, onto the changes.
firstly, i've decided to not study here when i finish school. i realised it was never my dream, it was never something i truly wanted but i was somewhat brainwashed into believing it was the only thing i wanted in this life. i am willing to study anywhere else but my country, i've found some really cool colleges and universities in britain and italy, even norway. so, i'll see what i can do about that. the only thing i know for sure is the fact that i deeply want this, with all my heart and i'm willing to study in order to get into those colleges and universities, not the ones where i currently live.
secondly, i told my parents about me studying abroad and they don't support me. my english teacher has endless faith in me and i really appreciate that, it gives me the strength needed to go after what i want.
thirdly, i have been working on my relationships with my friends and i'm extremely happy about that. i know every single person in my grade and it's cool, like, you have people you can talk to in school and stuff, okay. but it's very difficult to keep in touch with people who go to a different school than you, especially with all the things we have to do on a daily basis. we've been talking alot and hanging out even if it's for only thirty minutes or so, but we still do. and that has been having the greatest impact on me, honestly.
now, the next thing may come as a shocker to you if you know me. i have a boyfriend. yeap, that's right, i'm in a relationship with someone. trust me, i was as surprised as you when we started dating, i am still shook. we've been together for about a month or so, his name is argyr, he's from my school, we have no classes together, so that's great. i'm kidding, it will be nice if we had classes together. i really enjoy his company, he's the kindest soul ever, he knows the right thing to say in every possible situation and he's very respectful. strictly amongst ourselves, a phenomenal kisser, ANYWAY. maybe, if you want i'll talk more about him in the future, if we manage to stay together because i tend to scare people away, lmao. i know what i said in the last tag i did, i wasn't planning on telling you but oh well.
that's what has been going on, sometimes i'm like shit because of the pressure from school, other times i'm better. i feel like those changes have made me really tired but i thankfully have people in my life to help me cope. and of course you guys, thanks to everyone who has supported me and i want you to know, i'm always here if you need anything. we are literally strangers and if that anonymity makes you feel better, i won't pressure you into being friends. just keep on going and don't give up on life. we need you.
thank you for taking the time to read this extremely boring chapter, hopefully, you'll be here next time. may the force be with you.
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