I saw willy sitting side by side with a woman lips locked kissing. How stupid of me to even come here. Out of shock I dropped my bag and the noise created awareness of my presence. They turned to look at me and it was like the ground should open and swallow me.
"Who is she?" The lady asked.
"That's Adrianna, a friend of mine".
Wait what? A friend? That's all I am?
"Oh she's no one important right?".
"Of course not baby".
Baby?he's even calling her a pet name.
"Hi Adrianna, I am Miranda, willy's girlfriend it's nice to meet you but I'm sorry we were quite busy before you interrupted us so if you dont mind get out" she said with a little irritation in her voice.
Wait!girlfriend? ??
As soon As she finished talking, she went back to kissing Willy and it hurt to see him kiss back. This was a huge mistake on my part, what was I even thinking? I walked out of the door into my car and drove off headed home.
When I reached home I got off the car and ran into my room, fell on the bed finally releasing the tears that were threatening to fall earlier.
I don't know what hurt me the most, the fact that I saw him kissing that woman, the way she spoke to me, the way he introduced me or the fact that I was jealous.
I really left here to go tell him how I feel, of how much I love him and it was all for nothing.
He told her I'm no one important, sincerely that really hurt me. On a scale of one to ten with ten being the highest level of hurt I could feel I'll say eleven.
I couldn't help the tears that flowed. To make matters worse she was really beautiful, smooth skin, nice long hair and I guess she's whole and maybe she's great in bed.
Tears kept stealing it's way through my eyes into my face. I was hurt, I was sad, pained and even angry. I didn't know what to feel exactly.
Hours passed me bye as I laid there in sadness.I didn't hear the car pulling up outside and I didn't hear Chloe come in until I felt a hand I'm my back and turned to see her sitting there.
"Adrie whats wrong? Why are you crying, You look terrible".
"Its nothing".
"Its nothing and you're crying this much?""Willy has a girlfriend".
"Oh no, see what I was talking you about being too hard in him and denying your feelings?".
"Are you really going to scold me now?".
"I'm sorry Adrie, I didn't mean it that way".
"Its okay you're right actually, I guess I was a little bit too late. I left here today to go tell him I love him but it was pointless, really useless and so stupid of me".
"Don't be too hard on yourself"."Enough of me, how was the shopping"I said wiping my tears and making a mental note to cry late.
"It was good, we had fun and bought lots of things. You'll see them later but right now you have to go wash your face and sleep a little" she said pointing at my swollen face.
*****************************************More days passed and Willy was as distant as ever, I saw photos of him all over the internet. Being a well known doctor, the press were glad to feed the public of how his relationship status changed from single to taken.
He still came over once in a while to see the kids and spend some time with them.
Today made it exactly six months since Andreas brought Willy to the house and exactly a month since he started dating Miranda. Chloe and Andreas were still so much in love with each other being all lovey dovey.
Turned out to be Miranda was a model, a beautiful one at that. It hurt to see them being the perfect couple everywhere I guess I missed my chance.
I had gone a few times to Willy's house again but I guess I was just picking the wrong time. Once I walked in to welcomed with like moans coming from a room upstairs, they are being so vocal that it irritated me.
At another time, I walked in and was greeted by the sight of them doing it on the couch luckily he was on top and I didn't get to see to much but still it haunted me for so long.
I had never been with anyone else since that incidence that changed my life completely, sexually or relationship wide.I dedicated my time to my kids, myself and my books.
I had every reason to hate men but I couldn't hate all men because of what one person did. I had male friends while I'm school and once in while we still talk but that was that.
I forgave Willy a long time ago and that was when my real healing began. I knew I couldn't hold it against him forever besides when my babies were born i fell in love with them immediately.
I didn't know I was expecting twins until two weeks before my delivery date, all the scans and ultra sounds I did earlier showed only one baby until the day I found out I was expecting twins and that's when I was totally convinced that everything happened for a reason.
I knew I couldn't live my life in self pity, i also knew it wasn't the end of the world for that was why i gathered the little pieces of my life and started off again. The joy of motherhood is extreme. I stayed one year and some months to wean the twins before I took a qualifying exam into college.
I wanted to help out those who were constantly abused and couldn't do anything about, I was ready to save as many persons as I could. I read through school, made lots of researches and I graduated with a first class.
It wasn't easy when I started off my first cases, this wasn't just the the read practice and pass exam, this was the real thing, I lost my first case because the judge was bribed and that was when I was determined more than ever to make money. Ever heard of the saying 'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger?'
That's right I only got stronger by the day.The same determination I had back then was the same determination that gripped me at the moment and I was determined more than ever to talk to Willy and tell him how I really feel. If he doesn't feel the same for anymore nothing spoiled. It doesn't hurt to try right?.
I walked into my bathroom, had a quick bath, towelled my body dry and lotioned it, slipped on a dress and a matching pair of heels and earrings, picked up my purse and my keys and walked out of the door. As I sped off in my car that mid-day I was determined to make sure that Willy heard me out no matter what.
How will this go, will she succeed? What will Willy say?what will be the outcome?Any ideas?
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RomanceFollow the story of Adrianna "Adrie" as she is fondly called, as she moves with her family to a new place. Changes are in store for her, what kind of changes? Good or bad? What happens when she takes a simple stroll at night and how does the simple...