Mixed Emotions

chapter 23

Recap:

Willy began kissing her again and pressed her hard against her.His member was fully aroused. He put his hands under her skirt caressing her there,he was delighted that she was wet for him.He was about putting his hands into her panties when she broke the kiss and pushed him away.

"GET AWAY FROM ME,DON'T TOUCH ME"she screamed as she moved away from him,fear evident in her eyes.

Willy understanding what was wrong removed his hands from her immediately.

"Princess"

"No no stay away from me"Adrie screamed.

"Adrie please take it easy"he said moving away from her.

"Please don't touch me, don't touch me,stay away"she said her eyes closed as tears fell down her face".

Willy knowing she was reliving a nightmare moved really far away from raising his hands up as if in surrender.Dang!!a didn't he think of it before missing and touching her.His doctor instinct kicking,

"Adrie,just calm,open your eyes please"

"No no"

"Take deep breaths,just breathe in and breathe out you have to calm down"

"Please just open your eyes,you are in your sitting room and no one is going to harm you.open your eyes and see that you are alone,I'm really far away.come on now open you eyes".

She opened her eyes slowly and looked around and saw him standing at the other corner of the room.

"Hey,see?I'm far away you're all by yourself"he said raising his hands again.

She crouched to the floor and the moment passed.

"Wait why I'm I on the floor?oh no don't tell me Willy just saw that"she thought to herself.

"Adrie,are you okay now?can I come closer?"

"Yes please do,come and hold me close" she wanted to say but what came out was

"No thank you,just get out"

"Seriously?minutes ago you were kissing me like your life depended on it and you had a moment to your nightmares,I helped you calm down and the next thing you're asking me to get out. Not even a thank you how ungrateful".

"Well in case you don't remember,you're the cause of my nightmares,all of them for years.i developed my fears because of your selfish stupid act".

"How long are you going to hold that against me?"

"As long as forever,because what you did is unforgettable"

"I've apologised like a millions times,what exactly do you want me to do?huh ?kill myself?go to jail?"

"Well the latter doesn't sound so bad"

"That's perfect,I'll just leave you alone to yourself,enjoy being lonely with no one to keep you company"

"Thank you now out!"

Willy turned around and was out of the door a sudden thought crossing his mind.
"Maybe that's what I'll do and see if she'll probably consider forgiving me".

As he left,Adrianna went up to the bathroom and to take a shower and as the water rolled off her body,the moment of the kiss came back to her. The desire she felt was something she had never experienced before.

At that moment she felt an overpowering desire to kiss him all over and forgive him."oh no ,don't tell me I'm falling for that idiot"

Two Days later