Warning: Mature content! Read at your own risk. This is very detailed sexually so if you don't like that type of thing, I suggest you read something else. This is the only warning I will be giving for the whole story, so just know the sex scenes are very descriptive.
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"W-what??" Napaatras na ako lalo dahil unti-unti syang humakbang.
"I love you."
My heartbeat shrunk, he looked so sincere. So sincere that I almost forgot he fooled me and fuck someone else!
"Get out." I utter coldly trying to stop myself from dragging him in bed. "You're drunk."
"No.. Please..." nanubig ang aking mga mata kung paano niya ako titigan, he's the only person who'll look at me like I am the most valuable person in the world. "Don't let me leave Zen." He's pleading and I couldn't take it anymore, "Dont let me leave without you." Inabot niya ang aking kamay at mahigpit na hinawakan, "You're my drug, Zenica and I'm addicted."
Didn't he told me earlier he won't chase me anymore? What is he doing? I'd rather be hurting by myself than seeing him in pain. Mas lalo ko lang napagtanto kung gaano ako hindi karapat-dapat sakanya, gayun pa man ay sumasagi parin sa isipan ko ang nagawa niya.
"Did you have fun playing me, Chaucer?" Tinignan ko sya ng may hinanakit. He fooled me and I almost fall into that trap.
He nodded like he was so sure of his answer, "I was enjoying.." napatungo ito at dahan-dahang umiling, "To my enjoyment of having fun, I lost my way" he gave small kisses to my hand, "and I just found myself falling inlove with you again, Zenica."
Matalim ang tingin ko sakanya at binawi ang aking kamay. "Niloko mo parin ako." It's almost a whisper in the silent room we're in, no matter how much I want to get mad at him, my mind is betraying. Something's telling me inside to comfort him because I hurt him first and he is hurting more.
"Do you hate me?" Parang lumubog ang aking puso. His eyes is pleading, I can barely see his pain.
Dahan-dahan akong umiling. Why would I hate him? I cannot hate the man I once loved even if he planned revenge to get even.
"Then why..." pilit kong iniwas ang aking tingin. Halos lumabas ang aking puso sa kaba na nararamdaman. "Why the hell you're marrying someone else..." Unti-unting nagbagsakan ang butil ng luha sakanyang kayumangging mga mata.
Napapikit ako ng mariin at umiling. "Please.." nanginginig ako upang pigilan ang aking emosyon. "D-don't cry." Pinahiran ko ang kanyang pisngi, "I.. I dont want to see you cry, Chaucer." Mahinahon kong pananalita. "Not again."
Maybe the reason I can't be mad for too long after knowing all his lies is because I'm hurting him more and will continue to do so, I don't have to rights to feel madness towards my weakness.
"I'll die, Zen." Sinubsob niya ang mukha saaking leeg at umiling. "I'll die. I'll die without you." Naramdaman ko ang pagkabasa ng aking balat dahil sakanyang luha. Hinagod ko ang kaniyang makapal na buhok at napalunok ng mariin. "You shouldn't let me breath in your skin if you are going to leave again." His voice is mellow, tipsy from the alcohols he consumed.
Napa-atras na ako sakanyang bigat kaya't napaupo ako sa sofa. He let go of me and kneel down infront, "Please.." he hold my hand tightly and kissed it gently with his softness. "I dont care if I look pathetic again, Zenica. Let's run away."
Kinagat ko ang aking ibabang labi at inilingan sya. I can't run away on my own wedding.
"Fuck." He cussed. Nakaigting ang kanyang pangang tumayo at marahang umupo saking tabi, his gaze is mixed with pain and anger, I wan't it to dissapear but I'm the one who caused that. "I want to fuck you."
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