Lust and Lies

Halloween Party

Courtney's pov

As I waited for Noah to get up to open the door I wondered what videos he was jerking off to now. I knew he did that behind my back and jerked off to videos of Kristen while I wasn't in the room, he didn't know I knew of course. I knew he needed to get over her but this isn't how. He finally opened the door and I dropped my towel as he sat on the bed. I got dressed and sat next to him. He didn't say anything for a few minutes, he was too busy on his phone to pay attention to me. I wouldn't be surprised if he was cheating on me. I loved him though so it's fine. I heard my little sister Olivia run down the hall way and open the door.

"Sissy! Sissy! Are you ready? I want to gooooo." She screamed.
"Okay go sit in the living room and get your shoes on Noah and I will be there." I said.

She nodded and shut the door. I then turned my head and started kissing Noah on his cheek then his neck.

He laughed "okay babe chill we can do whatever when we get back."
I rolled my eyes. "Whatever." I got up and left without another word.
Noah came following, "Are you really mad right now?"
I wasn't but he was sexy mad so I liked to push his buttons.
"Yeah you don't love me, you don't want me."
"Oh my god will you fucking chill out for five minutes."
I rolled my eyes and grabbed Olivia's hand and left, leaving Noah behind.

Noah's pov

I let out an annoyed sigh and watched Courtney pull out of the driveway through the yellow tinted blinds. I locked the door and sat on the couch. Again I started looking through the pictures and I felt a warm tear drop down my cheek. It was the first time I really cried about the break up. I really loved that girl I don't know why I cheated. I really missed her to a point where I didn't know what to do with myself. I don't think I truly loved Courtney, I honestly don't think I'll ever get that feeling again. I can't pretend to be in love with someone I'm not. I think she was just using me for sex. If I hadn't gone to that party I wouldn't be in this position right now.

Flashback

It was a cool October morning, me and Kristen had been dating for about four months but we had been talking for six months before then, we were just starting to be sexually active and there was a costume party the night before Halloween. Me and Kris were going as the Joker and Harley Quinn. Courtney was coming too as a cat. At the party we were all drinking and having fun with our other friends when Kristen got a phone call, Vivian was sick and she had to leave and take care of her. I was going to go with her but she insisted I stay with Courtney. After a few more drinks we followed some people to the basement to play spin the bottle. Long story short we ended up having to kiss and we were into it so we went into a bedroom and had sex. Soon she would sneak over to my house and we would have sex or at school. I felt bad but it was fun.

Flashback Over

So now we're here. I wish I never went to that party.