Hold It In

"Are you proposing?"

I look out of the window of the hospital, it was still pouring. It made me feel all depressed.

Emma was still asleep and Darren was in the corner of the room, but he was also asleep. Patrick and Lynelle were playing with my phone, and Juan Karlos. He was sitting beside me, but it was just silence, besides the noise Lynelle and Patrick were making.

I scooted a bit away from Kuan Karlos, hoping he wouldn't notice, just my luck though. He did. "You don't need to scoot away, I don't bite", he joked.

"Gusto ko eh. May problema ba?" I can be very sassy when I want to, and now I wanted to. "Come on. I thought we were best friends forever. You shouldn't give up on us."

"You did", I said coldly. "You were gonna give up,  just because I told you I didn't feel the same about you. You know I can't control that, yet you held it against me."

I turned away from him. Why should I give him a chance to speak? Emma started to turn a bit and peeked her eyes opened.

"Emma!" I yelled enthusiastically. "Syd? Where's everyone else?" I chuckled and pointed to Darren, she smiled warmly and took a glance behind me. "You guys are okay now?" I shook my head sadly.

"Okay", she said weakly. "Now you're acting like a baby. Right now I'm just seeing you as a hypocrite. " She's right, but it's too hard. I'm very stubborn.

"No, you're not. I know you, when we argue you come right back to me and say sorry. You're always first to say sorry", she reminded me.

"Can you just give me time? I'll forgive him when I'm ready", I snapped. Juan Karlos must've heard because he grabbed my arm and took me outside.

"Let go", I yanked my arm back until he pulled my wrist and my lips hit his. This is not how I imagined my first kiss to be,  but it was pretty good.

What.

I let go and hit his chest. "Wala ka din respeto sa babae ano?" I wasn't really that mad, just wanted to see his reaction.

"Wag ka na kasi magalit, alam ko naman gusto mo din yun eh", he winked. Aba talaga naman ah. "Asus, ikaw nga ang humalik sakin, ako pa ngayon ang may gusto?"

He laughed and gave me a hug. "Bitaw asshole ka", I joked. I smiled as he just stayed put. "Babe naman, wag ka ganon", he whined.

"Hindi mo ako 'babe' okay? How many times do I have to tell you that hindi mo ako girlfriend." He sighed and brought out a string bracelet with a heart charm on it. "It's beautiful just like you, will you be my girlfriend?" He spoke quickly.

I was wide eyed. Different feelings were going through me and I tried not to squeal right then and there. I was shocked, happy, excited, but most of, nervous.

He put the bracelet around my wrist and smiled. "Even if you say no, it's yours." I laughed, "That's not gonna happen because I say yes."

"Yes", he screamed and twirled me around. "Wait, you said you didn't like me", he interrogated. I scoffed, "Isn't it obvious that I lied?" He was going to say more until I heard a loud scream from inside.

I think I went too fast because I bumped into the door. Oops. Pull, not push. Juan Karlos tried to hide his laugher as I pulled open the door.

"What's going on?" I asked. "Are you trying to rape her beca-" I looked over at Darren and he was holding a ring and kneeling down. "Are you proposing?"

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this was just a filler but omg yay #Sarlos is real Frick yes lOLOL