Sonic Boom: The Preference

Chapter 18 - The Unexpected Preference - Part 2

But then, something very weird happened, I touched and felt water on my face.
I realized I was crying so much.
C'mon Y/N, why are you crying? What's wrong? Why do I have a bad feeling in my chest?

Who knows? This would have probably been the last time I saw him... him.. why it has to be him that still has to go? Why him?
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Once I saw Tails and Sonic flying off the distance.. I couldn't see them anymore. I wiped these weird tears away and continued my stuff.

But the problem is.. whenever I do stuff on my own, I always hear these weird deep voices and see weird dark things like demonic animals. I've had enough sleep so nothing is playing with my head right? And this weird sad feeling of seeing Sonic and Tails gone. Why do I have it? I warned them what dangerously can happen and I'm sure Sonic can handle everything. This is what I'm scared of whenever I do things.. can't I train normally?

As I walked and saw the rest, I decided to go to them. Maybe I can feel some comfort when I socialize.. but then..

"Finally.. you're going to be alone at last.."

"What?" I tried talking to the voice,

"You will end up alone any minute now.. at least you earnt so much chaos training that you almost became a professional.. However no matter how strong you are, you will always be weak like you used to be.. you're so-called family and friends won't be with you much longer because it's you whom will be a huge bother."

"JUST WHO THE HELL ARE YOU AND WHY DO YOU KEEP ON BOTHERING ME?!?!!!" I shouted furiously with my eyes shut tightly.

When I opened my eyes I saw every face of my friends looking at me. Cream and Amy were staring at me terrifyingly, Shadow was with his arms crossed like usual and his only expression was with his right eyebrow raising up. Silver and Sticks were looking at me akwardly

"U-u-uh Y/N? Who are you yelling at?" Amy question terrifyingly,

"CAN'T ANY OF YOU HEAR ANY OF THESE VOICES?!"
"Tch, you were all alone there. You just happen to be sad that the faker is gone ain't that?"
"Shut up Shadow! Don't judge me. I'm not crazy! This voice was loud and clear and said that I will still be weak!"
"Look Y/N, you are one hell of a hedgehog who hallucinates so much." Sticks said
"I-i'm sorry Y/N, but there's nothing we can do about this. You probably needed help and that you aren't even suitable to fight with us as a team.."
After what Amy said made it felt like a hole had been punched through my chest..
"Amy.. anyone?! I received these weird voices that can actually be messages. Why can't you consider that and help me?!"
"If those pathetic voices you've been hearing are messages, they would've been part of your chaos power. But we all know that no effect like hallucinations can be part of it. We've known chaos for years, more than when your life transported here you resurrected hedgehog!!" Shadow convinced me and I was scared.
"Then what can this be if it has nothing to do with chaos?"
"It can be anything that has to do with you getting some help and not being able to fight with us anymore. And it will be better that way so you won't screw everything up."

What on earth did I just hear? From Shadow? Why? The friends I had ever since I arrived in this world.. ever since Blaze's death.. they weren't the friends I knew.. those friends I knew would stick by my side no matter what.. they would always help me, not send me away. So why? Don't we all make mistakes? This is already fucking reminding me that I will end up all alone just like my human days.. I thought I will find so much happiness in this planet.. just why? Did I rely on so much?