She will be loved

Its compromise that moves us along...

I hugged James, so tight. I felt for him, I took a lot of weight off my shoulders and placed it on James. It all made a lot more sense now. Why James tried to catch me when I fell and why he was embarrassed by it, it all fit together.

Whilst still hugging, we slowly walked over to the bed and collapsed on it. We weren't going to split. I was just about to fall asleep in his arms when he started to talk to me.

"Mickeys wife is coming down tomorrow, her name is Holly, you'll love her. You and Sharna will have someone new to talk to."

James smiled down at me. I returned the smile.

"Cool, and Sharna, she knows." I replied.

James nodded to me and smiled.

I fell asleep in James' arms, smiling for in the first time in what felt like ages.

I woke up and James was already awake, but still lying by my side. He was wrapping my hair around his fingers whilst looking down at me.

"Morning Gorgeous" he beamed at me.

"Morning Handsome" I loved flirting with James, more than I ever did with Adam.

"Okay, I've been told that we need to be ready a little earlier today, so we ought to get ready now. Oh and Holly arrived early this morning."

I nodded in reply, I can't believe any of the boys were even talking to him, they hadn't heard the other half of the story.

I'm guessing we had to get ready earlier because we were flying over to Paris for todays concert. Poor Holly, she had a hell load of flying today.

I got dressed into leggings and a pale pink fluffy jumper, I wore my ugg boots which perfectly match my beanie. My hair was naturally quite curly and today it looked quite nice so I decided to just leave it how it is. I put a bit of makeup on and left the bathroom after brushing my teeth.

I put my hands on my stomach,

"Me and James will always love you, even if your daddy doesn't." I whisper to it.

James smiled at me talking to the fetus inside of my belly, and we left hand in hand.

"James?" I asked nervously. "I think I need to tell the others the full story today, I can't handle the dirty looks I'm getting from everyone, and the looks you're getting, its killing me inside"

"I agree" James stated simply, looking to the floor.

As we met up with the boys I pulled them to one side, one at a time and rold them the full story. I felt bad but I couldn't keep it in. I told them all not to tell Adam I knew about the whole Georgie situation. All of them were pretty shocked, but not half as much as I thought theu would be. The responses varied, the main ones were:

"That bastard"

"Oh God I'm so sorry"

"He doesn't deserve you sweetheart"

and so on. Im glad the boys knew the truth.

When we met up with Sharna, she had Holly by her side. Holly was quite a tall girl. She had long blonde hair curled to the side. Her and Sharna had just been chatting and were laughing about something together. As the girls approached me, I was grabbed and pulled into a huge Sharna hug. She obviously wanted to know the results of the pregnancy test.

"Be careful with me, there's a bun in the oven" I beamed at her.

Her eyes widened and she know wanted to know about Adam.

"He wanted nothing to do with me or the baby, but luckily for me, James did!" I was beginning to get excited about the baby, and I dont even know why.

"The boys now know everything apart from the-- holy crap I havent told my parents!"

Oh my god, I cant believe I havent told them any of this. I called them up instantly.

"Um hi Mom, I have some news for you, big news" I stuttered

"Oooh, what is it hun?" oh gosh, she was so excited, and I was just about to kill that excitement.

"Okay Mom, put me on load speaker, Dad beeds to know too.

Okay, you know me and Adam were in a relationship, well the other night I found him cheating on me with a British model."

My eyes started tearing up but I needed them to know the rest.

"Then I fell for James, a lot. He loved me when Adam didn't and that meant everything to me. We are now in a relationship, I know and I'm sorry, this is a lot to take in during one phone call but just hear me out.

I took a test last night, and, I'm, I'm pregnant, its Adams" it hurt to say it, I still had explaing to do.

"Adam said he wants nothing to do with the baby or me, because he caught me kissing James while I was still in a relationship with him. I was about to abort the baby but James stopped me, he said he will help me bring it up. Im sorry, what do you think?" I was looking for an answer, desperately, tears were streaming down my face.

"Well, I'm so sorry Amelia, I don't know what to say, I'm happy you found James, he sounds like a good guy. I say wait until the end of the tour, we'll talk about the future then" My dad sounded surprisingly calm.

"Okay, I'll see you soon dad, love you" I hung up the phone.

I knew I had makeup all down my face now because James came over and hugged me. He planted a quick kiss on my head. We walked hand in hand to the taxi. When we reached the airport, we organised who would sit next to who on the plane. Luckily the plane we were on had 4 seats each side. In the end, I ended up with Sharna and Holly one side of me and James the other. Adam sat alone, and the other 4 boys sat together.

The next 2 hours was the most fun I have ever had on a plane.