She will be loved

Look for the girl with the broken smile...

Luckily I didn't have to explain myself. I burst out crying and she knew what had happened straight away.

"Okay sweetheart, let's get you to James." she tried to calm me.

My phone started buzzing from in my bag, I had about 4 texts and 6 missed calls from Adam, but I didn't want to read them, yet.

We pulled up in James' driveway, his house was just an ordinary house yet it seemed so homely, so him. Sharna opened the door for me and pulled me out of the car. I thanked her and I slowly walked up to the door.

Sharna knocked and James took no time getting to the door.

"Amelia! How are... wait, what happened to you?" I saw fear in his eyes again, I keep upsetting James and I really didn't want to, I love him.

I looked up at Sharna and she nodded.

"James I need a word with you" she said, with a little joy in her words, trying to stop the depressing awkwardness between us all.

I went into his front room and sat on the sofa while they chatted in the kitchen. I sat anxiously, still sweating and crying.  My hands wouldn't stop shaking. I couldn't help thinking what would have happened if Sharna didn't come inside, would he have gone further? Before thinking anymore of it, James bursts in the room and runs to my side.

"Babe! I am so sorry! I shouldn't have let you go alone!" he was sat next to me with his arm over my shoulders.

"It's not your fault James..." I try to smile at him.

He lifts up an icepack he had in his hand and he slowly dabs it on my face. Sharna said she was going to head back to Mickeys place, and she checked with me if it was okay to tell Mickey what happened. She could, I didn't mind Mickey knowing,  we became quite close friends recently.

It was just me and James now, and he was still holding the icepack to my face. I looked straight into his eyes as he concentrated on my bruises, he looked up at me and looked at me in a way he has only looked at me twice before. The night when I found Georgie Lea and Adam together, and the night when we kissed.

I know it was a bad time to have a make out session, but I couldn't help it. I needed love.

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When we finally finished making out, we were just talking for a while. It was getting quite late and I was shattered after the day I've had. Or it could just be the jet lag.

"James, do you have anywhere I can sleep for the night?" I asked in a whimper.

"I live alone, so yeah, there's a spare room across from the upstairs bathroom. Are you ready to go to bed?" I nodded and he lifted me off my feet and cradled me like a baby. He carried me up to the room that I was staying in for the night and layed me in my bed. He tucked me in and kissed me goodnight.

As soon as he left the room I started crying again. The problem with me is that when I start crying I can't stop, and I was crying for ages. I heard James from outside of my door strumming hus guitar, he started singing for me.

Every night she cried herself to sleep

My favourite song.

Thinking why does this happen to me

Why does every morning have to be so hard?

I didn't know James could sing so well, he didn't have the silky smooth voice that Adam had, but in his voice you could hear the pain, it was amazing.

Hard to believe that it's not over tonight

Just give me one more chance to make it right

I may not make it through the night

I won't go home without you.

I fell asleep listening to James singing to me that night.

Hi guys, sorry this one is so short, I didn't know where else to go with this one, if you want to see anything else in the story message me :) oh and I dont know why but I can't comment on my own fanfic, so if you comment I'll message you back :)

Peace, love, rubber gloves :)