4 AM

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They say it happens at 4 am

Why is it 4 am?

Is it that 4 am is more romantic?


As the sad girl

With deadened

blue eyes

watches her blade glint

illuminated by the

moonlight


Gently,

Silently,

Slits her pale, 

white, 

wrists


And falls asleep on the cold, marble tiles.



They don't say it's 5 pm

They don't say his parents are watching tv downstairs

They don't say that it's a he


They don't say how his eyes are so swollen he can barely see

They don't mention how he pulls up his sleeves to see a mess of raised scars and scabs and blood droplets oozing pus

They don't say how he cries, snot running, crumbling into himself


They don't say how he takes a thumbtack

And slashes his barely-together skin

And how it stings as he washes it under the tap



And walks downstairs to dinner, again. 

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