A Wish Remembered - NamJin ✔️

This I Promise You

Seokjin stirred and brushed his hand around his side. It's empty. No one there. He startled. He felt like just having a beautiful dream but something forced him to up. He took a deep breath and slowly opened up his eyes. The curtain on the large window still blocking the sunrise from creeping inside. The room was still dim. Slowly, he exhaled those carbondioxide from his lungs, tried to recognize what had happened. Was it just a dream? He couldn't sense any trail of Namjoon's presence. He slept on Namjoon's bedroom, yet the bed was empty and cold. Only he himself laid on the king size comfy mattress.

Namjoon went to Japan three days before for attending some conferences. No one told him when he would come back home. Aware of somewhat having a delusion, Seokjin pushed his body to sat and looked around. "Namjoon?" He checked his surrounding with his sleepy beads. He climbed down the bed and went to the bathroom. Namjoon was nowhere to be found. So, it was a dream. Namjoon haven't coming back home. Last night Seokjin knocked the door and there was no answer. Namjoon wasn't there.

Seokjin bit his lower lip and laugh a little. He had already accustomed to feel any kind of loss. His dad, his mom. Namjoon... Yeah Namjoon. He had done ridiculous mistakes. It was the most stupid and selfish thing he had ever done throughout his life. The bitterness no longer bitter anymore. It can not be defined. It hurts but he had to accept reality. Well okay. At least he still has Jungkook, and his unborn baby... Right? He caressing his stomach lovingly. "Now, you are the one who could gives strength mommy needs. Please give mommy much love." He mumbled. His eyes were glossy. He could cry anytime soon.

Brokenhearted, Seokjin sat on the edge of Namjoon's mattress and hugged his teddy bear. The one from Namjoon. And sighed... His eyes were glossy, but the tears refused to fall. No he doesn't want to cry. But he wished. He wishes if he can be together with Namjoon, If he gets the chance to love the man he had hurt so bad and gets another chance to pay his sins, he promises he gonna stay and loves Namjoon whatever happen. He promised himself...

Then, he heard noises came from downstairs.

He raised on his feet and walked, so slowly towards the door and opened it. The noise was much more clear now. Seemed that the uproar came from the kitchen's direction. He climbed down the stairs.

"You are the most idiotic philosopher I had ever met!! Bloody idiot!!"

It was Hyungwon. Seokjin could heard he was coughing so hard.

"It's save now. We managed to handle it, sir."

It was the KIM's butler.

"Don't you dare ever coming near to the stove anymore!! You almost kill all of us, you foolish Kim Namjoon!!" Hyungwon shouted out loud.

Seokjin finally reached the ground floor and saw Soyou dumbfounded in front of the kitchen door.

"Please just ask me or the maid if you want to make something for Seokjin." Soyou complained.

Namjoon was there. The blond was there, standing near the island table. It's Namjoon. Seokjin smiled, watching the younger from afar. "What happened?" Seokjin asked the pretty young lady.

Soyou startled. "Ohh, you up?" She smiled. "Namjoon wanted to make breakfast. It turned the kitchen, and the mansion almost on fire."

Namjoon turned his head to found the anxious Seokjin. "Jin... Hey... You up?"

Seokjin nodded. He bit his lower lip to make sure himself he was totally awake. "I am."

Namjoon approached Seokjin to stole a kiss. "Good morning..." He grinned.

"What did you do?"

"I can explain." Namjoon kissed that puffy cheek of Seokjin.

Hyungwon rolled his eyes. The Fire Extinguisher was still on his hand. "Come on. You almost burn the mansion. Don't act like you are so damn innocent."

"I just burned the pan." Namjoon defended himself. "You guys were over reacted."

"You what?!" Seokjin glared the man who had only gave him morning kisses.

"Burned the pan?" Namjoon shrugged.

Seokjin hissed, but in the heart he was relieved. "So how I cook your breakfast now?"

Namjoon grinned. "Let's have breakfast outside and then let's go sightseeing. Just two of us."

So, it wasn't a dream. Last night was real.

"Sounds nice." Seokjin shrugged.

Hyungwon sighed. "Just please stay away from kitchen, Namjoon ah. At least ask someone to assist you." He had put the fire extinguisher and held Soyou's hand, guide her to leave the mess. "We are going to have delivery breakfast." He said to Soyou.

"We have another kitchen in the mansion. How bout I cook for you, instead of delivery?"

"I love you." Hyungwoon kissed Soyou's cheek. Made her chuckled. "Did I missed something? Namjoon and Seokjin. They...?"

Soyou shrugged. "You know why I love history?"

"Yes?"

"Because some people's past and stories could help other people." Soyou smiled. "And you, probably, probably your story saved three people at once already."

Hyungwon just knitted his eyebrows.

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Namjoon and Seokjin have a lovely breakfast in the restaurant Namjoon usually visited when he was avoiding the older. The food were much more delicious when he ate it with his beloved one. Later, they went to the flower garden for a date. They sat on the bench around the meadow with so many dandelion. Seokjin rested his head on Namjoon's shoulder.

"Namjoon..."

"Hmm?" Namjoon played a yellow dandelion he picked earlier.

"When I woke up this morning and you weren't around... I thought, last night was a dream." A moment of silence. "To be honest I was scared that I having a delusion or something."

"I'm sorry." Namjoon brushed Seokjin's hair. "I wanted to surprise you with the breakfast I cook. But I almost burn the mansion instead of making you some delicious food."

Seokjin chuckled. "Please don't cook anymore. Don't cook if no one is around to assist and help you, for the world peace sake."

Namjoon made a circle shape of the dandelion and pinned it on Seokjin's ring finger. "I promise I won't cook without assistance." He gently gripped Seokjin's chin up so the older met his eyes. "And I promise to always stay beside you, loving you, and make sure that you are happy. With me. With our baby. Us. Together. Forever."

Seokjin smiled and received a kiss from Namjoon.

A warm and soft and somehow awkward. Innocent yet perfect.

Namjoon pulled to kiss Seokjin's forehead. "I love you."

And Seokjin couldn't resist the urge to hug his man. Tightly. "Promise me you will never leave me again."

Namjoon kissed Seokjin's crown head and wrapped him on his warm embrace. Well, It was Seokjin who had left him before. He chuckled. "I promise..."

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A/N:

Short update. I hope you guys enjoyed it... =")