A Wish Remembered - NamJin ✔️

Side Story: The Fear, The Calm.

That's right, we met that day

You still had an innocent look, I can't forget your profile

Since the day I met you, I haven't told you about my feelings

But today I will tell you how I feel

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It was 03.09PM when Seokjin checked his cellphone for the hundred times. He tapped his feet on the tiles nervously as he waited the man who should be there fetch him nine minutes earlier. How come the person who told him to not wait the bus like usual turned out very late. Not that he refused to wait. But to wait this man was somehow suffocating. Scared him of any possibilities may happens.

"Is he okay?" He mumbled though the man already answered his phonecall around five minutes before. The library building of the university started to less crowded. The students were mostly already went on vacation or going back to their hometown to spend Christmas holiday. Ohh, he left his study with permittance for about a year, and now he tried to catch his degree.

He sighed.

Another five minutes passed. And he became worried. Since that day, he always worried. He always worried because his mind always rolling the same pictures, the same dramas, of those days. When he was helpless and hopeless. Those days when he had to face the cruelness of reality. Those traumatic days when he was close to lose his man, his loved one. And his worriedness turned into anxiety. But he didn't tell his man yet. He won't cause a trouble. He won't cause a burden. Because he knew, the moment he tell what he felt, his man would blame himself for losing those precious memories. Since it caused so many harms.

"Kim Seokjin ssi..."

Somebody called him from behind. The deep voice distracted the train of thoughts on his mind.

And he found a gorgeous young man with warm smile plastered on his handsome face.

"Ne?" Seokjin answered the greet.

"I am Wonsik. Kim Wonsik from electrical engineering major."

Ohh Seokjin knew this young man. He saw him in the library several times. Well, it's not that Seokjin care much, but young ladies who visited the library always squealed anytime this person came around. People in the whole campus knows this person as Ravi. Famous with his band named Vixx.

"Ne, Kim Wonsik ssi?"

"Do you have time? I would love to have some coffee with you."

Seokjin felt the familiar arrogant manner. How come this person so straightforward asked him for hang out right after introduced himself. "Huh?"

"I see you around, and you are kind of my type. And I really wanted to have some warm conversation with you while having some cakes and coffee."

Ohh wow. Young man nowadays. The bravement of this person made him remembered his own man. "Are you asking every person you met that kind of your type for having coffee together, Kim Wonsik ssi?"

"No. This is the very first time."

For real? Seokjin felt touched he wanted to laugh. "Ugh. I would love for having some coffee, but I prefer having some with my husband..."

"Sorry?" The young man thought he was misheard it.

"I am taken, Kim Wonsik ssi. Don't you see this ring?" Seokjin raised up his right hand to show the wedding ring. "I am married. A wife and a mother."

"What?" Wonsik got his eyes widened. Bewildered. "Seriously?!"

"Did I look like I'm joking around with my marital status?" Seokjin chuckled. "Next time, please be more selective when you wanted to flirt with stangers, Kim Wonsik ssi."