A Wish Remembered - NamJin ✔️

A Wish Remembered

Namjoon never felt this hurt. He remembered cried and begged Seokjin to love him back. He remembered wandering alone, guessing who's this man that Seokjin loved so bad. He remembered feeling hurt. But it's just different. With Seokjin motionless unconscious on his arms and his blood smeared on the one's pretty face, fever that the heat burnt his wounded body... It's just different.

The regret was just real. Why he didn't listen. Why he had to let his anger won the logic. Why he was so stupid he was the one who caused Seokjin's miscarriage. He killed the unborn baby. His supposed to be own child. And the regret just bloody killed him inside.

"Jin! Hang on! Stay with me! Stay with me!" Namjoon lightly patted Seokjin's cheek as he laid the unconscious body to the emergency room mattress. "Please..."

"H-hyung... Please don't be like this..." Jungkook tried his best to hold the tears.

A nurse had to drag them out of the chamber mostly when Namjoon insisted to stay.

He met Soyou who had finished some treatment for her strained ankle in the other side of the emergency room. She approached Namjoon with Taehyung's help. She was as panicked as the man and Jungkook who stayed still with no words behind them.

"What happened? What happened to Seokjin? Is he okay?" Soyou wanted to make sure if Seokjin's condition was not as bad as she thought when she realized Namjoon was not okay. "Oh my God, Namjoon you are bleeding!"

Namjoon just simply wiped the blood on his corner lips and the fresh dripped from his nose. He didn't care much, his eyes back to the one certain chamber separated by wide curtains on the emergency room.

"You also need treatment for those injuries. Come in." A nurse appeared to take care his injury and Namjoon followed behind. He followed not because he should get treatment but mostly he wanted to stay near the person he loves. He sat on the bed right beside Seokjin's bed, and the curtains widely opened he could see the paramedics did their best to handle Seokjin.

Namjoon knitted his eyebrows as he felt the familiar feelings with the scene. It wasn't like the very first time he found the guy fainted by fever.

"So, he choosed to stay beside you?"

Namjoon looked up to met the nurse's gaze. "Huh?"

"He was here earlier. Miscarriage case." The nurse cleaned Namjoon's bleeding face, taking care the bruises. "I didn't get the chance to help when your first son was born. And I didn't expect the miscarriage case to ever happened."

Namjoon turned his gaze back to the opposite bed where Seokjin still laid unconscious.

"It's an open wound." She continued. "You would do better to stitch it up and let it heal. Your wound, and his wound..."

Namjoon had no clue about the issue the nurse brought it up. "You seemed like you know about me and Seokjin more than I know, maam."

"I am." She smiled. "You must be questioning things, no?" She applied some antiseptic on the scar on Namjoon's forehead and other places. "Well, this is probably the right time to tell you. I made a promise but I felt the urge to tell what I kept after witnessing this mess."

"Promise? What promise?"

The nurse turned her gaze to stare at Seokjin for a while before focused back to Namjoon. "You came to the hospital, happily, with Seokjin to prepare things for the delivery day." She took a deep breath. "And then, the accident happened." She sighed and continued to apply the cure. "After the tragedy, he always there affectionately accompanied you during your therapy period. He knew that I sensed the weirdness between you two. He asked me to act like I never knew the story between you and him before the accident."