A Wish Remembered - NamJin ✔️

This Isn't Right

Let's gather the fragments of memory, gently, carefully, so that it wouldn't break

I wish that someday we will be able to put inside our heart a complete memory

Faraway, in a place without you, I am still singing, with strength, with gentleness

This tiny endless melody that has stayed unchanged ever since that day

Farewell, this promise song will forever resound deep in my heart

And so I start walking, until the day we meet again

Until the day we meet again

Seokjin sat on the hospital bed mattress, staring the wall expressionlessly. He just came back from the intensive care unit where Namjoon been taking care. What had happened before was unbelievable. Namjoon could recognize his parents and his older brother. He could recognize Hyungwon and Soyou as well. He could recognize Yoongi and Hoseok and Jimin. Even Taehyung and Jungkook. But the worst nightmare, he couldn't recognize Seokjin. How could he remember everyone but Seokjin? The doctor said that his memory somehow stuck until one important moment and the rest was lost or burried deep the young man couldn't recall it, yet.

"You know Jungkook, right?" Hyungwon mentioned the youngest.

"Sure. He works as DJ in one of my club..."

"He is Seokjin's younger brother..." Mrs. Kim had her arms around Seokjin's body as she talked to his son. "Dear, it's Seokjin..." Namjoon just staring the pretty guy with his questioning look. "He looks familiar, eomma... Seokjin ssi, have we met before?"

That was the most hurtful conversation Seokjin ever had. Namjoon lost his memory about him, but why? What did Seokjin do wrong caused Namjoon lost memory about him? Namjoon left home with promises. They were say goodbye to see each other again. They love each other. Everything were fine. They were okay.

Seokjin got his tears dropped again without he notice it. Fate treated him unfairly mean.

"It's temporary... Trust me." A warm touch startled him. "Everything will be back to normal. Namjoon will remember his lost memories. He will. You are his everything. He will remember... And you have me, and Hyungwon. We will always be by your side..."

Seokjin squeezed the warm soft touch with his cold palm. "What should I do?" He sobbed. "This is too much. Too cruel..."

Soyou sat and hugged the poor pretty guy. "Stay strong. You have family and friends right beside you. You can depend on us."

"What if Namjoon would never remember me, and Myungsoo?" Seokjin burried his face on Soyou's petite shoulder. "What if..."

"He will remember. He will..."

A couple days after Namjoon gained consciousness, he had been moving into The KIM & Associates hospital. Seokjin took Myungsoo back to the mansion after spent a whole two weeks in hospital. Sungkyu back to London not long after Namjoon much more stable. And Namjoon's parents stayed in Korea long enough until Namjoon's condition was good enough for Seokjin to take care of him in the mansion.

Namjoon needs special treatments. He had a doctor visit him once a week and do some therapy after he discharged from the hospital. Despite on he was almost lose his life, Namjoon was pretty fast recovered. Seokjin take a good care on him.

"Did I know you?"

Both Namjoon and Seokjin had never mention it before, about their relationship. They had never mention about boyfriends nor engagement. They were just simply loved each other. Lived together. So when Namjoon asked who Seokjin was, he couldn't answer it. Not that Seokjin couldn't answer straightly 'Ohh we were lovers, and Myungsoo is your son." No. Seokjin wants Namjoon to remember, without being told who he was.