Another Boy Without A Sharper Knife (Kellic)

Chapter 23

A/N sexy time warning

Also I met Jack Barakat yesterday. He hugged me and got a picture. Still screaming.

KELLIN'S POV

"Kellin shouldn't we talk about this?" Vic mumbled against my lips. I knew there was only one way to shut him up so I pushed my lips against his harder, biting on his bottom one, pressuring him to open his mouth.

"This now. Talk later," I said, trying to sound seductive. I needed to push everything out of my mind and just forget even if it was only for a little bit.

He looked like he was in deep thought so to convince him I kissed down his neck, stopping to kiss his collarbone. That's the thing with Vic; he has a really sensitive neck so it's easy to win him over.

"Fine," he growled, finally giving in as he grabbed my shirt yanking it over my head as I did the same to his. He pressed his half naked body to mine as he took control of the kiss, sucking on my bottom lip. I opened my mouth with a moan and he took that as his invitation to deepen the kiss. Before I knew it he was pushing me back onto the bed before climbing on top of me. I locked my knees around his waist as he grinded into me, creating some much needed friction that would feel a lot better without jeans.

"Take your jeans off," I gasped against his lips, little shock waves going through my body as he pushed his hips against me. He listened as he pulled his pants off and I did the same to mine. His hand slipped into my boxers, grouping me. It didn't take long before I was hard because of his grinding so him touching me felt amazing.

"You sure about this?" Vic asked kindly, his lips leaving mine. I nodded and that was all the proof he needed to start stroking me faster.

"Oh God, Vic," I moaned, my breathing growing heavy. My hand went to his boxers but he grabbed it, shoving it back to his hip.

"All about you right now," he said deeply, his lips near my ear as he kissed behind it. "I'm already hard anyway." Him saying that was enough to drive me crazy wanting him as close as he could possibly be.

"Please," I whispered, my fingers tangled in his hair. He gave me an uncertain look but pushed my boxers down anyway, getting rid of his too. I pushed myself harder into his hand, letting out a loud moan. Thank god no one's home.

His lips left mine as he pushed me down into the bed, his lips running down my body until he got to my hips. He nibbled on them softly before looking up at me, silently asking if it was okay to continue. I answered him with a moan as I felt his hot mouth wrap around my tip. He flicked his tongue over it before fitting more of me in his mouth, sucking while still looking up at me. I threw my head back just feeling all the sensations.

A few minutes later I wasn't able to take anymore though as I felt the familiar build up in my stomach. "S-stop Vic," I warned, letting out a final groan as his lips left me. Vic kissed back up my stomach and chest giving me a smile.

"You sure you're okay with this?" He asked again, his lips on my throat. I mentally rolled my eyes.

"I'm sure Vic."

"Good because I wasn't going to stop," he joked, giving me a wink.

He grabbed lube from his bedside table and squirted a fair amount on him. He let out a moan as he rubbed it on which basically drove me crazy. He's so fucking hot.

"Please hurry," I said eagerly, making him smile.

"I love that you're so impatient." He didn't keep me waiting though. I felt him begin to enter me, a small amount of pain shooting through me because I wasn't really prepared.

"Oh fuck," I gasped against his lips as he slowly started to move after letting me get used to his size.

"P-please go f-faster," I stuttered, begging him as his eyes met mine. He nodded and grabbed my hips, slamming into me harder.

"Oh God," he breathed against my mouth making me feel overly sensitive. He pushed me down into the mattress as I wrapped my arms around him to steady myself. I felt like my body was on fire, pleasure coursing through me especially when he started to moan.

"Fuck Kells, you're so tight," he mumbled, gasping against my lips. I could already tell he was getting close just by how irregular his movements were getting. "You close?" He asked, looking me in the eyes. I nodded as he wrapped his hand around my dick jerking me off quickly.

"Oh fuck!" I nearly yelled, feeling the build up get more and more intense until I couldn't take it anymore. I felt myself climax, hitting a peak as I rode out my high.

Vic let out a deep moan, slamming into me one more time before spilling inside me. "Jesus Kell," he said breathlessly, pulling out and rolling onto the bed next to me.

All the thoughts of my sucky home life left my head as I looked at him, feeling butterflies erupt in me. It wasn't good how fast I felt myself falling for him.

VIC POV

"VIC!!!" I heard my brother scream up the stairs. "I GOT PIZZA SO GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE." I chuckled and rolled my eyes at Kellin before getting up to grab my clothes. I got changed quickly, pulling my pants on.

"When you get cleaned up just come downstairs," I said to him with a smile, leaning in to kiss him quickly. He smiled back at me and nodded as I left the room, shutting the door lightly.

I tried to ignore the tightness in my chest as I headed downstairs.

~*~

The next morning I drove Kellin home.

"You sure you want to be home?" I asked Kellin for the fifth time, sitting in the car outside his house. He nodded, looking over at it.

"I have to eventually. I'm just going to sit up in my room anyway. Maybe we can hang out tomorrow?" he asked hopefully. I smiled and nodded at him, leaning over to kiss him.

"See ya soon boyfriend," he winked, opening the door and heading to his house. I waited for a few minutes after he walked in to see if there would be trouble or he would come back out wanting to leave. Thankfully it all seemed quiet as I pulled away.

I headed home, trying to clear my head with radio music. Anarbor came on so I blasted them, just listening to the catchy song.

When I got home the tight feeling in my chest didn't leave though. I knew what I had to do.

"Mike!" I called into the house, searching for my brother. He popped out from the kitchen.

"Yeah," he mumbled through the leftover pizza in his mouth.

"Want to go with me to the cemetery?"

~*~

I looked down at the stone a lump already in my throat.

"You okay bro?" Mike asked, standing next to me. I couldn't even find the energy to nod. I can't believe I did this to Beau.

My mind was a mix of emotions, frantic sadness taking over. In my mind it's like I cheated on him. I felt the tears well up in my eyes as I let them drop slowly. Mike gave me a concerned look but backed up a little to give me space.

"I'm so sorry," I whispered, my heart sinking. "I'm so fucking sorry." My knees started to feel weak so I let myself drop to the ground. I looked down at the patchy grass. It wasn't even all grown in yet.

"I'm so so sorry," I repeated over and over again through sobs. I felt my heart begin to beat faster as my throat closed up, not letting enough air in.

" I can't do this Mike!" I sobbed, hiding my head in my hands. "I'm so fucking sorry! I'm just so sorry!" I nearly screamed through the mostly empty cemetery. I felt someone come up behind me, bring me to my feet.

"Let's go home Vic," Mike said, rubbing my back in an attempt to soothe me. I let him lead me to the car, mumbling sorry and sobbing the whole way there