SEVENTEEN Imagine Stories

11: Sweet Message

Memories remains even the time goes by

Moments we cherished for the whole worthy time of our life

Maybe I am not there for you to make you happy

So I set sweet things for you to feel secure and unempty.

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Boo Seungkwan as
Himself

You as
Hana

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"Hi, Babe. Good morning. Did you ate breakfast? Eat first before you talk to me. Or chat me."

"How's my lady? How's your sleep? Did you dream about us in our future? chuckles Me? I've always dreams about us. In my dream, you are always there. The lady I always hold hands, lady that I always kiss, lady that I will hug, the lady that I will marry in the future."

"Good afternoon, Babe. Did you eat your lunch? Please eat your lunch. Our baby might grow unhealthy. Kidding! Baby is for the future. But you, my baby, must eat. Or else I'll go there and bring you too much food."

"Hey, babe. Mommy want to see you."

"Babe. Let's sleep together. I'm tired now. Hehe. Did you see my eyebags? Oh, I forgot. Haha. Would you mind if I call you in messenger? Let's have some video call. I want to see my Angel's face for the last time."

You smiled before your phone went off.

That's the last sentences you've heard before he bid goodbye.

And again, you cried. You and Joshua are the strongest couple for about 10 years.

Yes. Your relationship are very strong.

Both of you are strong, despite of Joshua having cancer for almost 8 years.

Memories began to replay in your mind. You can't change the fact that he already left you. That he already in heaven.

*knock* *knock*

"Hana. This is Seungcheol-oppa. I'll go in." Your older brother informed you.

He quickly sat beside you, and hugged you. As he hugged you, you definitely cry hard on his arms.

"Go. Cry and cry until the last drop. Until the pain fades." He said while caressing your back.

It's been 3 years since he left you. But the pain is still fresh for you. Hearing his last sentences through phone is killing you for almost trillion times. Why? Because you're not there before he left. Your conscience is killing you.

"I hate myself, Kuya! I wanna die! I want to be with him then! I hate my life! Why does he left me too quickly!? I know he needs me! But I didn't do my duty as his fiancée! I hate me! I hate myself!!!" You shout while punching your brother's chest.

"Don't hate yourself, Hana. Do you think he'll be happy seeing you like that? Its already 3 years Hana! 3 years had passed but you still locked yourself in here. You never showed your face on our certain guests. You never tried to go outside. You never dare to talk to your friends. I know. We know that you love Seungkwan too much. That's why we would like to see you happy even though he is gone. Hana," He paused.

You look at your brother's serious eyes.

"Hana, Seungkwan is already gone. For about 3 years. Please accept it." He said in a soft, clear way.

Those words affect you. Those words stab you hard.

Tears escaped again in your eyes.

You hugged your brother. He hugged you back.

"Please be happy now, Baby."

You close your eyes and reminisce all those memories and moments you've cherished together.

'I love you, Seungkwan. So much. I'll set you free. I'll set myself free.'

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