Me And My Handsome Roommate [k.sj] {INCOMPLETE}

Hurting

Lilly's POV:

  "What did he exactly do to you?" I heard Jimin say, who was sitting across from me on the table. I put my head down, not wanting to make conversation with what happened. I kept eating my food until I heard him again but with a more, serious tone. "Lilly," "I don't know." "Come on Lilly, I'm here for you. I'm just trying to help." He got up, going around the table, and hugging me from the back, giving me kisses on my neck, up to my cheek, then turning my head and giving me a small kiss on the lips.

"Jimin," I said shyly, probably blushing like crazy. "Your cute when you blush." He said, then showered me with kisses playfully. "Jimin! Okay okay!" I said leaning to the side, making it harder for him to kiss me. Then, I felt him lift me up, making me shocked.

"Hey! I wasn't done eating!" I said when he started waking to the living room. "I'll heat it up for you." "I don't like heated up food." "Then I'll just have to make you more." He said, then placing me on the couch. He sat next to me and put his arm around me, pulling me closer.

  "Now, tell me, what did he do to you?" He said, rubbing my arms in a comforting way. I breathed in, holding it in for a bit, then letting it out. "He- when I was getting ready, I went to the kitchen, to get a toast before I left to see you. I saw him there, and we argued again. He was saying sorry and stuff like that, and I was getting mad because it just brought back all the bad memories. I left back to my room to get my things and when I was heading towards the door, I felt him grab my wrist. I yanked it back and when I just opened the door, he shut it closed and trapped me between his arms." I said, staring into space while it played in my head over and over. "Then he asked me, why I changed. If I was putting makeup on just to impress someone, and I lied, and he knew I was. I pushed him with force and he fell but he was still to fast."

  "He grabbed both of my wrist tightly, and pinned me to the door. I yelled at him, trying to get out but he just held on tighter. He asked me where I was going, and that's when you called. I struggled but he got the phone with his hand before I could. And that's when he saw your name, and he found out. He asked me when we started, but I acted dumb, just like he said. Then he- he slapped me.." I stopped talking, breathing in and out again, trying to calm myself.

"He let go of my wrist that he was still holding, and I slid down to the floor. That was when I blew up, but I didn't mean too... I regretted what I said to him, but all the anger, and sadness that was building up in me everyday, finally came out. I told him, that I- I hated him, and that I wished I had never met him, and had never been his roommate." I said, my vision turning cloudy, but I blinked the tears away.

  "I'm so so so sorry Lilly." Jimin said quickly pulling me to a hug, my face in his chest and his chin resting on top of my head. "I'm sorry you had to go through that, I'm sorry I wasn't there. I should've picked you up." He pulled us apart and kissed my forehead. "Jimin stop saying sorry and blaming yourself. It was no where near your fault." "But why would you put makeup? I think your beautiful just the way you are." He said giving me another kiss. "I know, sorry. And don't you think you've given me enough kisses today?"

  "I can never give you to much kisses." He quickly pecked my cheek and laughed. I smiled, and shivered at the sudden coldness. I realized I was still with my one piece. Bad idea to wear that today huh?

  "Ah your cold! You should dress warmer next time. Come with me." He grabbed my head and lead me up to his room. He looked through his drawers and pulled out a t-shirt and sweat pants. "Put these. When your done come back down. We can do something together." "Thanks Jimin."

  He left the room, closing the door behind him. I changed into the clothes and when I looked into the mirror they actually fit me. A bit big, but I expect it to be way bigger. I walked out of his room and into the living room, him looking towards me when I entered. "My clothes look better on you than they do on me." A small smile appeared on him.