Me And My Handsome Roommate [k.sj] {INCOMPLETE}

Im Sorry

Jin's POV:

Its been 10 minutes since Mark left with the nurse and he still hasn't came back. I started to worry more than I already was. I was scared. I was scared that something bad was gonna happen to her. I was scared that something worse was gonna happen to her. I knew that if something happened to her it would be my fault because if I hadn't been chasing Jungkook he wouldn't have ran into her. But then also, he should have looked where he was running. But he's the youngest in the group, and even though he's 20 he still acts like a little kid. All of us do. Even me when I'm 25 and turning 26 in December. I just hope she's ok.

About 20 minutes later there was still no show of Mark but then we walked back into the waiting room. His head was down but when he looked up his eyes were red and puffy due to crying. I instantly stood up and rushed over to him, "what happened?! Is everything ok?! Is she ok?! Please tell me she's ok?!" I said grabbing his shoulders. He sighed and told me and the rest of the guys to follow him to him to the room where she was recovering. When he opened the door and we walked in I saw her laying down in her bed with her eyes closed. "She's... she's in a coma. The doctors said they don't know when she'll wake up. They said it could be days, weeks, months, and even years before she wakes up." He said slowly. I ran over to her bed and instantly broke into tears.

Even though it's just been a few days since I met her I've already gotten feelings for her, and I didn't want to loose her already. They guys came over and tried to comfort me but tears continued to roll down my eyes. The other guys did start to tear up a little but not as much as me. I didn't care if her brother saw me like this. I couldn't hold back my tears even if I tried. I just liked her so much that I wanted to be with her every second I got. I didn't care if her brother got mad again because I liked her. He just knew that we were friends but he didn't know about my feelings towards her. As long as I was able to see her beautiful face every morning when I wake up, I would be satisfied. She was also really funny, caring, creative, outgoing and she was a good cook and dancer. I still can't believe she won Jimin.

A week passed and she was still in a coma. I would visit her every day, and even some nights I would sleep there. The guys would come over too but sometimes they would have to leave to work on our music that we were currently working on. I didn't leave to go with them, I would go when Lilly was awake, and I didn't care how long that would take, no matter what I would be by her side. One day when I came to the hospital I was walking down the hall to her room, doctors came rushing out of the room with her in the bed. I quickly ran over and asked a nurse what was going on. Then she had told me that they had to rush her back into surgery.

It's been a couple of hours since they took her into surgery and I was with Mark in the waiting room when he had got a phone call. "Hello?... I'm on my way. I'm really sorry they need me back at work, it's an emergency. Do you mind staying here and letting me know when they take her out of surgery?" "Yeah sure no problem. You know I would do anything for her." "Thanks a lot Jin." And with that he left the hospital. Just about a minute after he left the nurse came in. "Is Mark here?" "He just left but he told me to let him know if she was ok." "Oh ok well, she's out of surgery, but she's still in a coma. We moved her to the ICU, would you like to see her?" "Yes please." I said a followed her to Lilly.

After she showed me to Lilly she left and I took a seat next to her bed and held her hand. Once again I felt tears slowly roll down my cheeks. "Please Lilly, you need to wake up. We've been waiting long enough. I... need you. It's been so lonely at the apartment. I miss you." I put my head down and continued to hold her hand while squeezingit slightly. Then, a few seconds later, I felt a squeeze from her and I instantly looked up. Her eyes her still closed but she was moving slightly. "Lilly... Lilly wake up, please." I begged. She continued to move around in the bed before she opened her eyes and looked at me. I let go of her hand and jumped out of the chair in joy and hugged her. "Oh thank god your ok! I'm so so sorry Lilly please forgive me! I will do anything just please forgive me!" She looked confused and had asked, "what are you sorry for?" "If I hadn't been chasing Jungkook he wouldn't have ran into you." She slightly chuckled and said, "Jin, that's not your fault, it's no ones." I broke the hug and looked at her to see her smiling. "Ok. I'm just glad your ok." "Oh, and Jin?" "Yeah?" "Why were you holding my hand?" Crap.

Lilly's POV:

I had felt someone squeezing my hand and I also heard mumbling. Since I wasn't fully awake I only made out a few words. I had assumed it was Mark but when I opened my eyes I was surprised to see that it was Jin. When I had asked him his face instantly turned into a dark shade of pink due to embarrassment. He had said that he didn't even realize that he was holding my hand because of how worried he was. I somewhat believed him but I also thought he might be lying. I just let it go and we continued talked. He was saying how lonely he was at the apartment and how he missed my cooking and I laughed at that. Then they nurse had walked in was has happy that I was awake. She said that I was able to leave tomorrow night but I still had to stay home and rest. I asked her that I was starting college on Monday and I asked her if I was able to go and since it was Thursday she said that if I felt fine I was able to go but if I ever felt dizzy that to have someone pick me up and take me home. I agreed and so she left and me and Jin continued to talk but before he did he texted Mark to let him know that I was awake.

  About an hour later Mark came and he hugged me super tight! "Oh thank god your awake! I was so worried! And thanks Jin for watching over her!" He said going to hug Jin. We all talked for a while when I told Jin that h should go back to the apartment but he wanted to stay.

  Mark had to go home because he had work the next day but he said he'd be here when I would leave the hospital. After he left Jin looked at me. "So ummm," he started off and rubbed the back of his neck. "You know how you felt me holding your hand? Well, did you also hear what I said to you?" I thought for a second and I remember someone mumbling but now I forgot. "I did hear mumbling but I didn't hear anything else." "Oh ok, good." "Why?" "Oh it's nothing. I was just wondering." He said not making eye contact with me. He's acting a little weird.

Me and Jin both ended up sleeping while we were talking. We ended up talking about a lot of stuff. I asked how the guys were doing and he said that they were fine. They were even worried for me even though I just met them that day. He's also been filling me on all the stuff that's happened during the week. We also laughed a lot. By a lot I mean we couldn't stop laughing. I noticed that when he laughs it sound like a windshield wiper! But it's so cute. I don't think it's weird at all. It's what makes him, him. And I think it's absolutely cute. Everything about him is perfect. Even if my brother ruined his worldwide handsome face I still think it's perfect. And I always will.