Living with BTS | J.H.S {Completed}

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This chapter contains depressing content.... Kinda? Not really.... Maybe???

Kyung-Mi was the only one awake. She kept practicing the choreography in her room in front of her full body mirror. She was really nervous about performing since it was the first award show she had been nominated for and was going to perform in. She was nominated for 'Best new female artist'. It sent shivers down her spine to here the word 'Best' to describe her since she was usually a very self-conscious girl.

"Kyung-Mi why are you still awake?" A familiar voice had said as the person walked in. It was Hoseok.

"W-well I might as well ask the same for you Hoseok." Kyung-Mi replied trying to dodge the question.

"I asked you first."

"I asked you second."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"That my question should be answered first?"

"No Kyung-Mi now come on tell me." He said giving her a stern look. She finally accepted defeat and told him.

"I don't think I'm ready to go to the MAMAs." She said rubbing her arm and looking down avoiding eye contact.

"Why not? You worked really hard when we all practiced in the living room together." Hoseok said.

"Yea but I'm sure you guys were just complimenting me on purpose." She said.

"Why would we lie if we wanted you to do your best?" Hoseok said taking a step closer.

"You guys wouldn't wanna hurt my feelings and wanted me to find out on my own."

"Kyung-Mi we wouldn't do that. If something were wrong we would call it out as nicely as we could." Hoseok said trying to comfort her.

"I know you guys would but..." Kyung-Mi said softly while starting to tear up. "I've always felt like I'm not good enough... "

"Why not?"

"I've always been in Jimin's shadow... he's always gotten the attention... even when he tries to give me the spotlight.... it always finds it's way back to him."

"You do know how much he feels that way about you right?" Hoseok said.

"What?" Kyung-Mi puzzled.

"About maybe last year.... He was practicing choreography late at night because he felt shadowed by you."

*flashback*

"Why are you up so late?" Hoseok said.

"I keep messing up on the choreography... I really want to get it right." Jimin said struggling to say his words as he was very tired.

"But the part you keep messing up on is the part that we all messed up on... plus it is new choreography. " Hoseok said to his tired dongsaeng.

"I wanna learn as soon as possible so..." Jimin paused.

"So what?" Hoseok said.

"So my parents can be proud of me..."

"But they are proud of you Jimin.. "

"They really don't show it... there too busy with my sister... Kyung-Mi.." Jimin said silently.

"Your sister? But Jimin.. Don't you see the smile in their faces when you visit them?" Hoseok said.

"Well yea.... Obviously.. " Jimin said as he shrugged his shoulder.

"Okay then wouldn't that mean that they are proud of you. "

"Well... I guess it would... Wouldn't it... " Jimin said.

"Exactly... don't push yourself to be perfect because no one is."

"You're right... thanks hyung.. " Jimin said with a smile forming on his face.

"Your welcome.. Now come on and go to sleep.. It's late... " Hoseok said.

*End of flashback*

"I never knew that... he felt that way... " Kyung-Mi said.

"He does.. Well he did.. Now he believes that your parents are proud of him... always." Hoseok said.

"So I guess I should too... shouldn't I. " Kyung-Mi said.

"Yea.. you should.."

"Thanks Hoseok... That really helped me out.. a lot." Kyung-Mi said.

"Your welcome now, come on get to bed." Hoseok said.

And with that, Kyung-Mi finally went to bed.

Sorry this was a little shorter