~Hoseok POV~
"Idiot. Idiot. Idiot." I thought to myself each time I hit my head on the wall.
That was stupid of me. I just fixed the friendship we had and now that all just went down the drain.
What was I thinking? Just a few weeks ago I told her I didn't feel the same way and now here I am, I basically just confessed to her.
She has a right to be worried about reputations. I just can't believe she worries more about mine.
Female idols have always been the ones criticized the most when it came to new relationships. I'm more worried about her reputation since she's still a rookie compared to other famous idols. They've all been in this industry for years by now while she's hardly gotten to the 8 month mark.
Now to focus on the fact that we have to practice tomorrow again so we can perfect the choreography. I hope it won't be too awkward.
I'll have to talk to her about it tomorrow then. I feel like I just should shut my mouth more because this friendship(?) we have going on is only falling apart more and more.
This isn't the end of it all either. I'm sure I'm gonna have to perform with her on my schedules for the next few weeks so this whole thing should be fixed sooner or later or we might just not do well at any performance.
I decide to take the stairs in order to get to ground level.
A/N: I know this isn't a real update but I just wanted to add Hoseok's thoughts about what happened.
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