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~Kyung-Mi POV~

I enter the house quietly as I notice the lights being off with everything being pitch black. I sigh, taking off my shoes. I can hear what I can assume being Luca and Kika in the kitchen wondering around like they always do when everyone is asleep. I try to navigate around everything, I must not be used to the layout of my own house, everything seems so cluttered.

So much for seeing how he is. It's 12:30 in the morning..

I go straight upstairs and begin to get ready for bed. I change before going to the bathroom, washing off my makeup, doing my skincare routine, and brushing my teeth. Once I finish all of that, I decide to go check on Hoseok anyway.

Which room does he sleep in again?

I check the first bedroom. I find Taehyung hugging a black pillow, wait no, that's just Jungkook. I check the next room and find Yoongi and Jimin strewn across the bed perpendicular to each other with Jimin's head laying on Yoongi's chest with his legs dangling off the edge. The rooms were either empty, aside from Jin's and Namjoon's. This left the last room that Hoseok and Jimin actually shared since I actually took Jimin's room, leaving him to room with Hoseok.

"Hoseok... You awake?" I whisper.

Clearly not.

I tiptoed into the room to check on him myself. I sit on the floor near him and rest my arms near his head.

"I know you aren't awake to hear this but I'm sorry... I should've seen where I was going... Now you can't even dance 'till you get better..." I whisper subconsciously putting a hand on his head to caress with my thumb. I get lost staring at him from so close, still hard to believe the fact that the man in front of me is someone who loves me as much as I love him. "You don't deserve to not do what you love.... Just like how you make me question if I deserve you..."

"Who says you don't..." He mumbles in the tone that men have when they wake up, which catches me off guard. He slowly opens his eyes and looks at me with a fond smile. Judging how smooth this was I'm guessing he probably woke up when I came in.

"O-oh n-no one" I manage to stutter out of the sheer panic at knowing he heard all of that. "I-it's just that I feel bad how when you first kissed me I only pushed you away. Honestly, you're the first guy I've liked this much that actually liked me too-"

"So you were scared?" He finishes. I slowly nod. "Don't worry, Jimin told us how you always had trouble with guys when you two were younger."

I'm gonna kill him.

"O-oh...." I panic in the inside while staying silent on the outside. He notices and takes my hand from the top of his head and kisses my palm.

WHY ARE YOU SO DAMN EVERYTHING GOOD?

"You don't have to be scared anymore. I'm here and planning to stay. Even if I can't stand for longer than a minute." He shows his dimples.

"Yeah.... I'm still sorry about that... " I apologize again.

"No need. It wasn't your fault. You didn't know." He assures me.

"Anyway I should get to bed." I say after letting out a long yawn. "I should let you rest too."

"Alright." He leans forward, not without a grunt, and places a soft kiss on my forehead before I stand up to leave, still holding his hand. "Goodnight."

"Night."

A/N: Sorry I haven't been posting, as you know, a lot has been happening. Stay safe!

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