Living with BTS | J.H.S {Completed}

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~Y/N POV~

The next day had come to an end as I lay on my bed, recalling the conversation from earlier.

"Y/N? You came back quickly." My manager said as she took her attention from the computer screen to me. "Did you change your mind?"

"Yes, I did." I nod, allowing myself to take a seat. "I spoke with Hoseok after he got home."

"He was able to convince you, huh?" She responded knowingly.

"Yes, he didn't want me to be afraid for our careers..." I end it on a whisper.

"Hm, well while that is sweet, it's unfortunately the point in a career when your fans are divided." She starts off her lecture. "Some of them are happy for you and will support your relationship 'til the ends of the Earth, while others will do anything just to see you single again. The latter would be those who believe they can date you."

"But what will it take for them all to accept us as a couple?" I asked, knowing that there probably isn't an answer to that question.

"They won't, a dating scandal is like a test to see who will stay by your side through anything and who only likes you for the thought of being able to date you one day." She explained. "That's why confirming things like this is such a big gamble in this industry."

".... " I stay quiet, but not for long, I can see her expectant expression. "I... I'm willing to take the risk... It's better to take whatever hit there is now than later."

"Good choice, getting it over with is always best. Just rip off the bandaid and be done with it, so then there's time for recovery once it's off." She added. "Great, we should be able to have the confirmation ready by tomorrow."

"Thank you."

It's been hours since then. Yet, her words had been ringing in my ears.

Rip off the bandaid... Time for recovery...

Recovery? Would I even be able to recover? Why do I feel so selfish? Hoseok is going to suffer too...

As I arguing with my own thoughts, I hear a knock at the door. Wanting to be alone, I say nothing and simply hide under my covers.

"Y/N?" I recognize Hoseok's voice.

"Not now Hobi..." I say tiredly.

"Ouch, do you not want to see me?" I can hear the tease in his voice. At this, I peek my face out from under the covers.

"No, I just want to be alone..." I give him a begging look.

"Sorry but in my official boyfriend contract, personal space is off the table!" He hops on top of the bed, trapping my curled up body in a hug, giggling his heart out.

"Hoseok~" I whine as I feel him putting his whole body weight on top of me. "You're heavy..."

"Hm~ Deal with it." He says, resting his head on me, fitting the top of his head into the crook of my neck. Sighing in satisfaction, he continues. "How was it?"

"Come to think of it... She didn't look surprised." I recall her expression not even changing.

"See, you're pretty predictable." He says. "Even your manager knew you'd go back. Did she say anything about the sasaeng?"

"No, but I wouldn't be surprised if Namjoon and Jin called it in to the company while everyone was meeting their managers. Have the guys said anything about how their confirmation report is gonna go?" I ask, beginning to play with Hoseok's hair.

"I know Taehyung and Jungkook want to confirm it but last time I checked, Yoongi and Jimin were both hesitant." He responds. "They're scared there's going to be too many dating confirmations at once. Fans can hardly even handle one, so imagine the chaos if there were to be three, from the same group nonetheless. "

"What about Namjoon and Jin?" I ask, recalling that they were the two who didn't get caught.

"They're the same as Yoongi and Jimin, they wouldn't mind but they're thinking about the chaos more than anything. You know how they are." He says.

"Yeah, I do." I sigh. "Our confirmation is coming out tomorrow."

"So soon?"

"I wouldn't be surprised if they had it ready to go. It's like you said, I'm predictable." I shrug.

"True..." He says as I can hear the drowsiness in his voice, most likely from one of his late night practices. "You scared? "

"Not really, because a little sunshine told me to not be afraid."

"That's one wise sunshine."

"You're such a dork."