Living with BTS | J.H.S {Completed}

✧༺29༻✧ pt.1

~Kyung-Mi POV~
Today was choreography day. We had edited the song and sent it in to the producers for them to take a look at it. Usually they'd add or take away a few things but they left it the same as we'd left it.

I was practicing on my own for the first few hours and then for the last 3 I'd be practicing with Hoseok.

"Okay so everyone this is the dance break. You have to make sure to try your hardest on these so it won't look right. It'll go from this." My choreographer instructed as he showed what the move was meant to look like "To looking like this if you don't do it right." He then does a the move but it looks pretty spastic. "Got it?"

"Yes" We all say in unison.

"Okay. So first is you take your left hand, reach it out, punch your chest and repeat with the same thing with your right." He shows us. "At the same time you have to stomp with this foot." He added. We all followed along. "Good, now let's try it with the music from the beginning to this part."

He went to play the song as we all got in our places. The song start and we began dancing.

•-•

The song ends and we all do the ending pose. We hear clapping from the side of the room.

"Wooooo! Mimi!!" Hoseok mimics fans.

"Oh hey Hoseok! When did you get here?" I ask him.

"I'd say I got here mid-chorus. I gotta say I liked that dance break." He adds.

"I think it's alright but it's all
I can do since I'm usually put in short dress or skirts. If I'm put in short shorts than I consider that a lucky day since I can actually move around." I admit. My stylists see how uncomfortable I am in that clothing but it doesn't matter to them. They only care about making me look good.

"Then what'd you consider when you wear decent shorts, pants, or a long dress." He asks.

"I'd consider it a miracle." I respond honestly.

"Kyung-Mi you don't have to worry about that for this comeback, I asked the company to strictly only put you in less restricting clothes because this choreography doesn't look right with short skirts." My choreographer reassures me. "Even the choreography you and Hoseok will be doing good isn't fit for it. Speaking of which, let's get started."

He pointed out where he wanted us to start the song off.

•-•

This can just be a small part of the choreography.

•-•

"Okay now for this next part, you two have to turn to each other and hold your hands in front of you to join them together and do this." He instructs giving us a demonstration. I hesitate a little but do as told, so does Hoseok. "Okay now Hoseok I want you to spin her once and stretch out to the side because Kyung-Mi I want you to elegantly kick out your foot for the next count."

•-•

"Okay now for this last part, Kyung-Mi I want you to run to Hoseok and hug him. Hoseok I want you to loosely hold her shoulders. Once this 8 count gets to 5 I want you to push away and just walk away, Kyung-Mi."

We tried it out and he wasn't satisfied.

"Oh come on. You can do better than that. Make it emotional because right now it looks like you're scared the other is going to bite." He critiques. "Imagine that you have feelings for one another but you can't show your feelings out of fear of being rejected by everyone around you."

"That is..... oddly specific...." Hoseok adds still holding my shoulders.

"I'm a choreographer. I'm just good at describing things. Now, try again." He directs.

We separate again to do that embrace again. I'll say that even I felt that this time was much better. It felt good to be in his hold like this and to just hug him.

"Okay good. You guys have the embrace down now Kyung-Mi push away and just slowly walk away. Make sure to seem frustrated." He says.

I do as told and immediately feel my shoulders become cold from the loss of warmth. I  brush my hand through my hair to seem frustrated, it was easy since I ACTUALLY LIKED THAT WARMTH THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

"Perfect, now let's start practicing it with the music." He starts the music as he counts. "1-2-3-and-4-5-.. "

•-•

Practice ended and we were pretty winded since we got no break for the past 4 hours doing the same moves over and over again. We went over our scheduled time but thankfully I didn't have to do anything after this.

Hoseok and I had walked towards the elevator together since it was the closest one, he walked slightly behind me.

"Oh my shoe!" I kneel down to tie my shoe and put my bag down. "I wonder how long has been intied for. Thankfully it didn't come off while we were dancing." I say.

When I stand up again, I pick up my bag. Before I can start walking, I feel two arms encase me by wrapping around my neck in a back hug, a familiar scent coming with it.

"H-Hoseok..... W-What are you doing?" I stutter.

"I just.... Like the feeling of holding you... Can we just stay like this for awhile?" He whispers into my ear as he lays his head on mine.

"Hoseok we can't. It's not good that I'm honestly still not over you. This isn't helping. On top of it all, what if someone sees? " I say.

"If I'm doing this, don't you think I'm starting to have feelings too?" He admits. "Besides, it's 2 in the morning, not many people are here."

I didn't know what to think or do at the moment. One side of me was saying that this isn't right because we're idols, we aren't supposed to do anything like this at all. Whilst the other side is telling me to embrace him the same way he is. I was having a war with myself, I didn't like it.

So I pulled away.

"I sorry Hoseok. As much as I want this, there are people who won't approve and I'm scared for your reputation. Better yet mine." I apologize. I couldn't stare him in the eye. After saying what I needed to, I ran to the stairs, hoping that he won't follow me.

"Kyung-Mi!!" Was the last thing I heard before I disappeared into the stairwell.