Sanders Sides Oneshots (taking request)

Lost love

Words that are in slanted itallacs like this, Represent Virgil's thought's or important words.

There is a Trigger Warning in the FlashBack my friends (It's just Mention of suicide and possibly attempt of suicide... sorta.) Stay Safe Sinners ;)

Virgil sat, debating if he made the right choice.

You see, today was his best friend's wedding day and Virgil was supposed to be the Bestman but he couldn't bare to see the one he loved to get married to someone else. So here he was now, drinking away the pain.

"... And yeah, that's why I'm here." Virgil hung his head low and sighed. He wished that he'd been plastered by now or at least dead, either one to him is better than this.

The giddy bartender, who looked way too happy for this job. Flashed a smile as he dried out a glass. "So why don't you go get him!" Virgil perked up, a little confused yet intrigued at the thought. "Excuse me? Go and 'Get him'?"

Maybe this guy poses a point, but everyone will probaby hate me. I'll be better off not showing up.

"Yup!" The bartender turned to fill the glass with a dark and thick liquid before returning to Virgil. "Okay... and even if I did so, who's to say he wouldn't hate me after? Who's to say all my friends wouldn't hate me as well."

The Bartender smiled and leaned against the counter "You have to be willing to take that risk if you ever want to find out, and anyway I'll be here for you!"

See me dive into a terrible depression, I don't need to become an alcoholic... again. Virgil chuckled to himself, remebering all the nights he's slept on the street. 'Bottoms up everone!'... Fucking Bitches.

"Yeah, thanks... a constant reminder of my alcohol problem."          The bartender smiled, picking up on the sarcasm but throwing it to the side and pushing Virgil off of the counter. "No problem kiddo, now GO!"

Flash Back: Trigger Warning (I love you Sinners, Stay Safe ;)

The air was cool and crisp, perfect autumn weather. Perfect weather to go do something like, take a walk or just relax inside and drink some cocoa. (Idk what people do outside) But that's not what Virgil was doing, Virgil was standing above a bridge, looking down at what the impact might be.

"Fast and painless, hopefully."

He held onto the side of the of the bridge and leaned over a bit. "They don't care, why am I even debating this... No one cares." Virgil chuckled a bit as he finished talking to himself. He was about to step off of the bridge when someone grabs his shoulder and pulls him back.<Triggers are over my friends... >

"You're not really gonna throw away your life like that, are you? Especially with a face like that."

Virgil silently sobbed as he faced the boy and stepped off the bridge. "I-I'm s-so s-sorry, I-I j-just..." The boy hugged Virgil until he calmed down, once he pulled back from the hug he smiled and briefly examined Virgil.

"Listen, I'm not gonna make you tell me why you were here or why you chose to do this but promise me that you will never, ever! Do this again."

"I promise."

The boy smiled and put his hands on his hips. "My names Roman, and to whom do I owe the honor to?"

Virgil chuckled and rolled his eyes, "yeesh I didn't know that you were so princely." What am I doing? Calling him 'Princley'? Okay, sure this dude was cute but I don't even know if he was gay... and he just saw how broken you are.

Just stop.

Roman put his hand on his chest as if he were just injured there. "Rude!... Though I could take to immense with the pet name." 

"IT'S NOT A PET NAME!" Virgil blushed and punched Roman. He honestly almost choked on his own words when that came out of this guys name... seriously, where did he come from?

Roman chuckled and began to walk with Virgil. "You have yet to tell me your name."

"Then you'll have to wait."

The End

See ya later sinners ;) ~T