Entry #6.2

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*An excerpt from Analyzing of Hoodie by Timothy Wright*

Brian is many things, as I have previously stated in my entries for him. One thing I haven't marked down, and probably should have done first, is the way he truly is my friend.

Slenderman never erased our, meaning everyone under him, murderous memories when he took us. He let's us stew over them. It keeps us emotionally unstable so he can puppeteer us as he likes. We don't know how we're alive or what made us so special, he took those memories. Everything else, including my murdering Brian, stayed.

He's never blamed me, something I never could understand. He treats me the same as he always has.

He talked to me tonight about my changes in attitude in regards to Toby (check Toby's pages for more) and my recent tense nature around Eyeless Jack. Revealing how I feel to Brian has never been an issue for me, I guess it just made me nervous after Jay died so I've been putting off telling him anything.

But, Brian understands me and what I was saying. He was calm and cautious, he always was, but he didn't go easy on me either. His brand of tough love always helps, so I just let him scold me for a bit.

I think, if it was even an option, I would want Brian to have lived a normal life rather than myself. He just deserves it, I guess.

He thinks I'll avoid talking to Toby about what's going on. In all honesty, it seems like something I would do. He's also noticed how Toby and I aren't talking as much right now, so at least I know it's not all in my head.

Also, and I'll be adding this to Kate's entries as well, they've bet on us. I'm not sure about specifics, but Brian won ten bucks after I admitted I didn't exactly hate Toby. Of course, I didn't use those words.

Brian just knows me, makes an effort to know me, in a way not many people have. I'd say I owe him my life, but that's probably not appropriate considering I've killed him once.

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Really sorry about the late post! My wifi has been really terrible these past few days!

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