Malibami / 1d

chapter nine

Monday morning. I was contemplating wether or not I should go to class or not. I decided not to, I was not really in the mood to see Zayn right now, so why bother. I rolled over in my bed to see Camilla's bed was empty. 

I grabbed my phone to see the time, nine thirty, where was this girl. I checked my messages. Seeing a few from Niall, wondering if I was okay. I had locked myself in this room ever since Saturday night and even Camilla did not know what to do about it, so she didn't do anything and just let me be.

I have heard nothing from Zayn the past day. The annoying thing was, I wasn't sure if that made me happy or sad. I kind of miss having him in my life, but after the thing he did to my brother, it is better if he just stayed out of my life for good.

"Oh, you're awake." Camilla said, walking in to the bedroom. She walked over to the window and opened the blinds, making me squeeze my eyes shut in annoyance. "Where were you?" I asked her, wondering why she was up this early on a Monday morning. I went for a run with Liam and Harry." She said, taking off her jacket and top. 

I nodded, sitting up in my bed and scrolling through Instagram and Snapchat.

"So, what are your plans for today?" She asked me, I raised my shoulders, not sure what I was actually going to do. Maybe get some food or something and then lay in bed again. 

"Well I have classes all day and I have to study a lot so I will be at class and if I am not there, then I will be in the library." She said, walking over to bathroom to shower. I laid back down and checked some more notifications. My class had started at eight and would take until eleven, but since I am not going I can take my time with whatever.

After Camilla had left I finally crawled out of bed. I slipped on socks and didn't even bother putting on sweatpants since I would be alone all day. I checked the time to see it was already a little past eleven. There was a sudden knock on the door, making me furrow my eyebrows.

I quickly grabbed my robe and put it on. Then walking over to the door. "Cam, what did you fo-" I started saying but I stopped talking when I saw it was Zayn. "What are you doing here, please leave." I said.

He ignored me and walked in to the little living room Camilla and I had. "Zayn, I did not say you could come in, please leave." I tried again. He put two brown bags and two cups of coffee down on the dining table. 

"I am sorry." He said. 

"I know you are." I said. 

"Please forgive me." 

"No." I replied, walking past him and in to the bedroom again. 

"Why won't you forgive me." He said, following me. I climbed back in to bed, took off my robe and pulled the duvet cover over my head. "Lils, please talk to me." He said, getting annoyed at me. I did not want him to get annoyed at me, last time he got annoyed bad things happened. 

I sat back up. "What do you not understand about leave me alone, Z." I spat, staring at him. "I don't want to, I care too much about you to not hang out with you." He said, staring at me. He really caught me at my best because all I was wearing was a basic white t-shirt.

"I don't know what else I can do besides say that I am sorry. I will never do this again, I just miss you. And I know you miss me too, because you called me Z instead of Zayn." He said, staring out of the window. "I don't know what happened, it was a heat in the moment kind of thing. I shouldn't have done it." He said, grabbing my hand, which I let him.

"Now I was worried when you didn't show up for class this morning so I got you coffee and an everything bagel because you probably didn't have breakfast yet." He said, staring at me.