ISSUES || Taegi

Chapter 10

...POV

"I don't know okay? It's...complicated I guess"- Taehyung sighed while lying on the mildly wet morning grass next to his best friend. It was Chemistry class which they happened to have together, but once again the teacher hadn't shown up so they decided to go out and hang for a bit.

"I know what's going on, but you just don't want to accept it in that little head of yours because you are afraid of everything surrounding this topic"- Jungkook said sitting up and staring directly at a seemingly anxious and scared Taehyung.

"Do you...Do you think I like Yoongi Hyung?"- Tae replied in a small voice knowing it was true, but not wanting to accept it.

"No shit Sherlock, It's almost like we all have noticed except for you. The truth is only you can know if you truly like him or not"- Jungkook said shrugging.

"You are right...I mean, yeah...I guess I do like him, fuck"- Taehyung said covering his face with his hands in complete frustration, he knew Yoongi would never give him a chance, he didn't even know if he liked guys, he always talked about girls and they seemed to be completely opposite of what Taehyung was.

"Chill, who knows? Maybe after all the bonding you've had he likes you a little bit too"- Jungook replied trying to calm Tae down.

"I don't think so, I mean I thought about it at some point but he has been acting weird lately, he doesn't look at me when we speak, he never starts a conversation as he used to and I think he is distancing himself from me"- Tae said finally sitting up too. 

"Perhaps you are just paranoid because now you know you like him? You know fine well how you get when you have a crush, maybe you just have to wait"- Jungkook said in a comforting tone.

"Yeah...You are right, I'll wait and see what happens"- Taehyung said forcing a smile but being unable to actually shake that bad feeling off of him.

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After having admitted to himself that he did, in fact, have a crush on Yoongi, Taehyung couldn't stop thinking about the whole situation. Yoongi was his type, completely his type, and Tae knew that since the moment he met him, deep down he always knew he could have easily fallen for the older boy at any given moment, and as predicted he did. He was just so...smart and eloquent, nice but reserved, dark and mysterious, complex but inevitably attractive, cold but somehow caring when needed...And Tae loved that, but he also knew that was an issue. He knew fine well Yoongi was fed up with him, he knew he was too much to handle, especially for someone like Yoongi, and now he liked him even if he knew he couldn't have him. 

The thing was, Taehyung was right, Yoongi was starting to get fed up with his behavior all too quickly. The older boy was thinking about this as he dragged himself across the corridor to his literature class which he unfortunately shared with Tae, but his thinking was interrupted as he spotted the younger boy with Jungkook in the green zone of the school, he wondered what the hell they were doing there but most importantly stopped for a moment to inspect his expression. Taehyung seemed...conflicted, a rather dark and melancholic frown forming on his now usually happy demeanor, it reminded Yoongi of the times when he believed his seat partner was a completely different person. The dark haired boy noticed how Jungkook was trying to cheer his best friend up by laughing and making weird expressions, possibly trying to comfort him, but even if Tae cracked a smile, he still looked gloomy and terribly pensive. As they started to approach the building Yoongi snapped out of his trance and started walking towards the classroom while his mind was still trying to figure out Taehyung's weird ways.

As the younger got into the classroom and sat next to Yoongi the latter started inspecting his features closely. Taehyung was feeling awful and so he didn't even bother to say hello to his newly discovered crush, but he could definitely feel the older's eyes fixed on him, which made him blush slightly. Yoongi realized two things at that moment, he would never understand Taehyung, but it was better if he distanced himself, and that the boy was truly handsome; yeah he wasn't his type, he would never be able to deal with him, but he couldn't deny the younger was very darn good looking, and if it wasn't for the fact he weirded and stressed him out, he would definitely try to relate more to Tae.

That day went like any other lately, Yoongi and Taehyung didn't spare each other a single word and even if the latter tried desperately and unconsciously to be next to the older it was to no use because even if Tae was desperate, Yoongi just kept running away from him. Taehyung wasn't stupid and he knew fine well that he wasn't just being paranoid as Jungkook said, he was sure Yoongi backed off him everytime he got close, he could see the uncomfortableness and slight disgust in his face, and it hurt him like hell because he knew Yoongi didn't like him all that much, he could literally see it and feel it, and it was all his fault. If he was someone else Yoongi would like him, if he wasn't who he was he would tolerate him. If he wasn't as easily attached he probably wouldn't like Yoongi or feel the pain and frown forming on his face everytime the older boy lowkey rejected him. And now he just felt stuck.

"Okay enough fuckeries, this is getting weird and we have to talk"

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Alright, so this was...interesting. I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've been kinda busy but yeah it's here yay! Also if you are wondering where the hell Jimin is, don't worry, he'll appear soon and he'll be pretty important.  I really hope you enjoyed this and thank you so much for reading, voting, commenting, etc.

Have a nice day <3