Forever Yours

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Amerie

The moon had illuminated the room shining and over casting over our shadows.

My body was tuck under him while my head rests on his chest.

I have been watching him for about an hour as I watch his chest rise up and down. The necklace I had given him still resides around his neck. I smiled at the thought as my fingers lightly trace his hard pectorals.

His face looking relax like he is having the best sleep ever.

Slightly moving, I felt his grip had tightened around me.  His lips parting as he was mumbling incoherent words one of being I would never miss when he had called my named out loud.  "Amerie."

Smiling, and wish it would be like this unfortunately it will be a while before I get to feel him again.

Slowly getting up with the blanket, I had wrapped it around me peaking out the window.  It was ajar just how I like it feeling the wind cascading my body.

"Mmm."  He mumbled some more.

Biting my nails has always been a habit of mine only though if I am way too stress out.  Never have I been this stress out before not even when it came to my family.

Thinking of him, though is a whole other story.  How can I explain myself to Seff of what I am.  Does he know?  Will he be mad if I had told him the truth?

I just can't believe he is back.  How, as I had recalled I had killed him many many years ago.  How the fuck is he walking this earth.

"Love."  Seff rose from his sleep.  "What are you doing?"  Soon he was standing next to my side.  The look in his eyes are telling me now is the time he wanted some answers.

Leaning his head against my shoulders, "Tell me, I want to know now that we are both awake." He pulled me closer to his body, "Why haven't you come back to me?"

What do I tell him that I am running and I if I ask him to wait for me would he. 

Of course he will. Lau chipped in.

Silly me, Lau is right.  Now that he knows I am his mate it would be hard to part.

Slapping his chest I abruptly got off him, "You."  I pointed, "Did you have any sexual affairs while I was gone."  I had to changed the subject and I choose the right one when I had felt pain of another touching my mate.

Looking away he looked guilty.  "It..How...it was just a kiss."

"A kiss, oh really."  I cocked an eyebrow crossing my arms.

"You felt that?"  He asked dumbfounded.

"Of course I felt that."

"Love I am sorry she, I mean I was...I have no excuse but it didn't go further then just a kiss, I promise."  He looked at me innocently.

And of course I believed him because that is all I felt.

"But." He casts his eyes downward, "Instead she wanted to be my girlfriend in which I had agreed."

Shock that he would take on a girlfriend.  "Once I come home with you I will break it off with her."

Seff was always the honesty and loyal type of man, just the way I had raised him.

Now I wanted to ask why he was running from his father instead he reopened the questions again, "Now tell me what or who you are running from?"

"Who?"  I asked naively.

"Do not give me that." He now was towering over me.  "Ever since I had marked you I can feel your emotions and it is overwhelming.  One being is that you are scared of being caught.  Now do I have to make you talk or are you going to tell me?"