Forever Yours

Death

Amerie

Pain, agony, death is all part of life.

When you wish for your life to end, your suffering to cease it never comes. Not until at the very last moment your body just gives up.

After trying hard to survive, to surpass, your body only has its limits.

Laying on the cold hard floor my body would spasm and my mind was on fire.

Voices and whispers were everywhere and as much as I try to ignore them it only makes the burning sensation unbearable.

And it wasn't just in my mind but from the adjoining cages where some wolves were being held captive.

As to my understanding this building was not like the other building I had destroyed years ago. It wasn't loud in fact the only human I smell is that red head.

Lau was another story, she was strong, I know that for a fact, strong mind and strong heart but these voices in my head were louder and speaks volumes. And the wolves here didn't help ease my mine.

My breathing was now ragged as I try to sit myself up. Sweat was rolling off my face, my fingers twitching, my body convulsing, and my legs were trembling in its place.

"How does it feel to be under ones control." The red head knelt before me.

"Fuck you..." I rasps, it was even harder to talk, "I will never allow this collar to control me."

"You say that now, but it will end once you give in to those signals." She retorted, "Then once you are gone, Marcus will all by mine."

My hands were bound by chains that was lace with both silver and wolves bane so removing the collar that was around my neck seemed to be futile even though I had tried.

"Oh and don't you think about removing that collar, that my dear would be impossible unless you are brain dead." What! As if I can die but right now I had wish I could die.

The noise of foot steps from him came closer, "My sweet heart if only you gave in the pain would stop."

"I don't understand how you are here. I saw you, your body lifeless at my feet when I had ripped out your heart."

"I am just like you, speaking of which," He knelt before me, "Where is my heart?" His breath was now breathing down my face.

"Wouldn't you like to know." I taunted. As if I would give him his heart. If he was just like me then ripping out his heart only took out his wolf. Fuck I knew should have cut his body into pieces.

With a nod from him towards the red head, the signals had began to grow stronger and I had the urge to scream in pain. My stomach was now clenching, "Please stop...make it go away." I begged softly.

Is this how it feels to die. I always wonder how it felt and if your life flashes before your eyes. Nope not true because the only one I can thank of is Seff.

Is he coming here? God I hope not. If he knows what's best he'd go far away.

And right now mind linking seemed to be weak, Lau was weak, she was getting weaker but kept up her barrier. I had told her to shield her self because if Lau ever controls me then she might not give me back the reigns.

Lightly hitting my head against the wall, till it bleeds. I needed to focus on other pain rather then the one in my head.

"NOOOO!" I screamed, as I bit my tongue tasting the blood in my mouth. When I get out of here I will kill Marcus a thousand times over.

I could feel my blood now boiling as my skin becoming even paler, my veins were popping out as my claws were coming out along with my vampire fangs I had always hidden.