Forever Yours

What was Lost

Samuel

Feeling refreshed I woke up with a stretch, my muscles flexing.

I don't recall the last time I had a good night sleep. It's like I just woke up from an endless nightmare.

Where was I? I found myself naked and sleeping on the most comfortable bed.

It's like my body felt relaxed on this soft mattress.

Looking around I replayed of yesterday's even and how I ended up here.

"Amerie." Her name sound so right coming from my lips.

How could I forget? This was her house. The house she had build for the both of us. Fuck, Amerie.

Quickly I opened her closet to find it empty. In fact the whole house was empty like she just packed up her things in left.  Even her scent was completely gone.

One year and a half I thought. "A whole fucking year with out her." I roared.

We must find her. As if Seff too had remembered he encourage me to bring her back.

Unfortunately, I couldn't remember what she looked like. Fuck, why can't I remember?  And why couldn't I remember her.

Looking at myself in the bathroom mirror, my hands turned white upon gripping the counter, they did something, my family.

A headache burst through my head like it wants to explode.

The tea. Seff replied.

Of course the fucking tea. They kept giving it to me. Those, my family and friends they were all in on it because every time I ask they had looked away.

Though I can't remember fully of her, I wanted to so bad.

Standing her still naked my sight caught on to the rope necklace, "Happy Birthday Seff."

Fuck, I was now furious. "What the fucking hell happened?" My veins on my arms were popping as I tried to calm myself down.

I couldn't very well storm into the pack house and have them give me answers that I needed. No, if I do, my father would never give me the Alpha Title. At least with that title I could go look for her without having his consent.

"Dad." I gritted his name. This is all his fucking fault and that bitch Ava along with my sister Hazel.

What had they done to Amerie?

Flashes of the last time I had seen her was when I was shielding her from a man. Though their faces were still a blur. Fucking Hazel told me she had pushed me down a flight of stairs.

Storming down the steps the voices kept on haunting me, "Tell him Amerie, that I am your husband."

That's right, that was the last thing I had heard. Husband? I scoffed. I don't care if that is her husband but she is mine.

When I find her she will talk to me. But why hadn't she visited me at the hospital. Did she run away with her husband?

Fuck I wanted answers and I wanted them now.

Entering the kitchen my ears were plagued with laughter. I hadn't realize I was crying at what I had missed.

It was almost noon when I had returned home.

"Son where were you?" Noah came down the steps.

I don't care that I was naked. This is normal for us wolves. "I went for a run." I breathed. I wasn't going to tell him what I found our what I remember. He needn't know. After all he might just do something drastic to erase my memory completely. "Tea."