Forever Yours

Amerie

Time. Time wasted, time spent, the one thing we can never ever get back. People take for granted is time because to them there is always tomorrow. But there is never a tomorrow when it it is here, it is today. It never comes.

However for a person who walks this world alone has seen how time has spent. I had enjoyed it by laying in a field of white lilies hoping that time for me will come to an end. I can wait forever. My time though seems to have stop and I can never reach tomorrow.

No matter how hard I stretch my hands, it's always seems to be out of reach.

How did we end up here?

Sometimes I wish I never left those lands. Sometimes I wish I had never met Alpha Samuel.

To me he will always be Seff but to the world, his world he will be known as Alpha Samuel, the last remaining packs. I still never knew if there are other packs out there. If there are hopefully one day I will find them and I can help the wolf community grow back to what was once a great race.

Perhaps then, maybe then things would have turned out different. We would have avoided all the pain and heartbreak, but would it be worth it at the end to know a love that knows no bounds, to know a love that even death cannot taint it.

That day, it was like every thing in slow motion.

Time is what we had wasted. Time to be together, time to enjoy each other, time. I wish it didn't end up like it did.

Kneeling down, my hands pressed against the cold hard dirt, a tear escaping my eyes. Maybe if he had gotten to know me better then things would have been different.

Maybe if I knew how to actually save him, he would have had grand children's by know maybe great great grand children.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled. This is my fault. Once again I am to blame for all the destructive my past has brought.

When will this end?

He was a good man, a good Alpha. He will always be remembered, I will always remember him. If it weren't for him then I wouldn't be here. He had treated me like his own and welcomed me into his arms, his pack and for that I will ever be so grateful.

After all throughout my whole life, he was the first person who showed me love and what it means to love.

If only things were different, if I was perhaps stronger then just maybe I could have save him.

Oh my god I could have done more, try harder but I didn't.

Warm arms soon wrapped around me as I stared into a deep blue eyes. He smiled at me asking me to pick him up which I did.

Picking him up, I carried him. He wrapped his tiny arms around me as if he depended on me. I never had someone depend on me as this one here in my arms.

So much like him. The way he carried himself with Alpha blood in him. How long has it been since I had lost him. Ten years? I lost count and yet here I am with a miniature version of him. The one thing I do not regret.

"Mommy." His tiny voice called out for me. "When are we going to see daddy?" He had asked.

"Oh, honey your daddy is busy at the moment." I had smiled sadly. True, he couldn't be here right now, "But we will see him soon." The little boy gave me a tooth grin with tears in his eyes.

He loved his dad and to be apart he always had cried. "Shh, my love we will see daddy soon."

"Promise."

A promise eh? It's something I always kept but that promise will be lasting forever.

Before I could answer my son looked up from behind. His smile growing wider with every foot steps he hears, "And what prey tell are you telling the boy."

Instantly I turned around only to be met with his strong arms wrapping around me, "Son, I'm right here." Placing a chaste kiss on the boys forehead before giving me a sweet kiss on the lips, "Honey." He smiled. "You always smelt like honey."

"Seff." I beamed.

"Yes my love." He lightly kissed me on my nose. "You are here. I thought you didn't want to come here."

He looked at me and our son before looking back at his grave, "He may not have been right in the head but before that he was your father and because of him, he had taught you many things." It's true. Alpha Marcus though within the span of two years I have known him, he had treated my like his daughter. The only father I will come to know. Until the end I had loved him.

Quickly shooting his eyes open, Seff had ignored the burning sensation he was feeling as he once again shifted.

Again all three wolves cornered Marcus.

Oliver was able to grab hold of his leg, chomping it not letting go.

Seff took hold of his other arm as Noah had ignored the pain he was in and held the other arm.  In a quick haste all three wolves had pulled in the opposite direction.  I watch as Marcus body was detach from both his arm and one leg.  His half body flying.

With a tiring blow Seff had tackled the remaining body part and shredded him to pieces.

After watching Marcus's life has finally ended the wolves laid down panting, only then Seff remembered me.

Shifting, though tired as he was, he held me in his arms, taking hold of the knife, "No, it...it hurts."  I cried. "Just for a minute till I am strong then I'll pull it out."

"Amerie we have to remove this, it will only hurt more if it stays in you."  Gripping the handle I flinched.

Smiling he bend forward and placed a lingering kiss on my lips, his tongue was now playing tongue wars with mine as he had pulled out the knife in one quick motion. 

"Oh holy mother of..." I stop before I said something that was not me.

Getting my heart, Seff once again knelt in front of me and pushing my heart into me.  My hair back to its original color.

"Seff, shall we go." Taking our son Lucas off my hands we strolled down the road.

Lives were lost, Liam's included but he will always remain in our hearts.

And Marcus, he will always be remembered as the once powerful Alpha who had protected the humans at one point. I will always remember him as my father.

"Daddy, are we going to see grandpa Noah." Seff smiled.

"We can."

Ever since that faithful night, Noah had made an excellent elder and grandfather to our son Lucas. The pack had finally accepted me course Seff had threatened them.

While I couldn't have it any other way. He was the love of my life and I was his. Even death shall not separate us.

Now no longer, no longer I will be walking this world alone.

Setting Lucas down we watch him enter the pack house into Noah's arms.

"Amerie," Seff gazed at me lovingly. Taking my hands in his, he rubbed his thumb on the ruby ring he had given me long before, his fingers now lightly caressing the side of my cheeks, "You are mine," I nodded, "And I am forever yours my love."

Slowly he had kissed me with every fiber he poured all his emotion into that one kiss before pulling away, "I am forever yours." Gleaming both our eyes had shined with a tinge of red around.

He was mine and I was his, time for us, there will always be a tomorrow.