Poems,Pictures, and Feelings

Have you

Have you ever felt the feeling of being unwanted
The thought of being left alone
The countless days you lie awake staring at that white concrete ceiling you know so we'll from all those nights
The rough bumps on it as it reminds you of that bumpy road you see ahead
And the scary endless abyss you're being pushed to enter
And you stand there looking lifeless cause all the soul has slowly been sucked out of you as you went on walking
Your pace slows and you think to yourself what am I even doing anymore
As you are tempted to end the horrible road
Then one day the road to ends and all that lies is an ocean
Around the ocean are the memories of the river that came out your eyes because of this, or him, or her
And you look in the ocean of tears and see the red eyes you have
The red scars you have from all the pain that was caused
All of the times you felt worthless and alone and unwanted and a burden all pile up until
It stops
You stop
It all suddenly stopped
You look up at the never ending ocean and I you see a boat
A boat filled with color and life and all you've been wanting and missing and needing
It's a small boat tho
It's filled with the pastels the neons the oranges the pinks the purples the greens to yellows,
All the colors you were missing
You get on the boat
And your blasted with the vivid light colors of your memory
The laughs until you cant breathe
The karaoke without music
The party with only two people
The stupidity that comes with everything you do
The happiness
The hope
The bliss
The joy
All the colors and all the emotions that come
So you don't feel unwanted
And you don't think if being alone
You think of them
And all they do