Poems,Pictures, and Feelings

Questions I Wanna Ask but Never Can

-Do you think about me as much as i do?

-Why don't you ever say your opinion?

-Do you ever get annoyed b/c of me? (complete honesty)

-Are you ever nervous?

-Do you ever wanna hang out with your friends instead?

-Why do you sometimes lie to me?

-Do you dislike some things I do?

-Do you ever really miss me?

-Why don't you trust me?

-Do you ever feel bad when I leave you alone?

-Are you scared to lose me like I am to lose you?

-Are you ever jealous?

-Why don't you try to do as much as I do? (actions)

-Do you think i'm clingy?

-Are you ever weirded out by me?

-What do you want to hide from me?

-Do you ever question your decisions? (on me)

-Are you playing me?

-Adding to previous, is this a joke to you?

-Are you using me? Or dating me cause you feel bad? Are you faking? Is that why you barely do anything? All you can do is "words". Is this all just a lie? Do you really even "love" me? Did you even like me in the first place? Am I really special?

-If you wanna leave, Why don't you just do it already? Why don't you hurt me less?

I'm sorry

I sound crazy

Trust me i'm not

It's just all these questions are based on the past. I'm not okay

My mind keeps repeating these questions and these words

Over and Over

"Please don't go, please don't leave me alone like they did. I don't wanna go back."