Poems,Pictures, and Feelings

Happiness :))

Ever felt this feeling

This feeling that makes you forget anything and everything

Nothing matters anymore

You smile at the littlest things

And laugh at the even smaller ones

You melt like crayons buried in the seats of your moms last car

Or like the ice cream from when you were 5

You remember the feeling of being alive

Everything was so bright and filled with colors

It was like the sun never went away

Always shining like the bright summer days in the park

Or the bright shining lights on that Christmas tree

It was like that for a while,

Until the hurricanes started

Shades of grey and black collapsed that park by your house

Shook the ground

And terrified you

Tears flooding the thoughts of endless sunshine

To a pool of unspoken feelings and despair

Untold wishes of being with so called "friends" which didn't think the same

And that flickering candle was blown out by the inner demons that sprawled from inside you

It all started with the harming words of those people

Those demons with such good disguises such as a simple smile

And the endless teasing which you always thought of as a joke

 As a joke...

Is it a joke when it torments with your mind?!

When an endless stream showers from your eyes

Like the shower of harming words?!

You look back at it all now

You wish you could've seen past it before

But you were young

And you never felt that before

You still feel it to this day

But something shifted

Out of nowhere you're blasted with all the liveliness you had as a child

The will to live

Not wanting to end it all with a rope, bullets, or blade

You remember this feeling that makes you forget anything and everything

  That nothing matters anymore

You smile at the tiniest things

And laugh at the even tinier ones

You remember the feeling of being alive

 You melt as you're given a rose  

A rose of hope, ambition, beauty, and kindness

How'd you get such a rose?

It was given from the feeling

The feeling of what you believe is true happiness 

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