Poems,Pictures, and Feelings

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Do you ever just stay up real late thinking about something and a million other things that all have to do with that one specific thing... No... Just me... Alr

OR, or, do you ever just think about something that you feel like youre betraying it if you dont think about it

OOOORRRRRRRR, that youre so deeply in love with this "thing" that something related to love in general reminds you of it and you get lost in thought because all the amazing memories with it corrupts your mind

OOOOORRRRRRREEEEEEEEE,
Those 8 dimonds that you found in that one patch of ore is getting to you...that was completely irrelevant... Why Minecraft... Just WHY

Anyways, obsession isn't a real thing, its dedication to something, now now... Stalking someone, stealing their clothes and sniffing it, stealing their toothbrush and brushing your teeth with it, and collecting their sweat, hair, etc. IS DIFFERENT!!!!!

FUCKIN MANIACS
GO READ A BOOK
PLAY VIDEO GAMES
WATCH SOME NETFLIX
GET A GOD DAMN LIFE

Take care of yourself
Take a shower
Get some sleep
Eat an actual meal
Go outside
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.
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I shouldn't be talking... My mind is legit in the routine of
-Wake up
-Brush my teeth and use the bathroom
-See if he's playing
-Yes:play No:watch YouTube
-Hear his voice and fall for him with every cute thing he does
OR
-Get upset say I dont feel good and get off
-Work on my music (my other book called "Lyrics" *cough* Promo *cough*)
-Watch YouTube
-Take a shower
-Eat... ALOT (probably why im gaining a little weight but ehhhhhh im petite and thin)
-Sleep

If im lucky I get visits from family that actually give me human interaction rather than talking to my ALIEN sisters

(They were the aliens I got from Area51... DISAPPOINTED)

And SOMETIMES my mind gets occasional friend memories rather than just thinking of either blank nothingness, PEWDS MINECRAFT SERIES, or my boyfriend... (Just wanted to add that while I was typing Boyfriend Boner came up first and it gave me a little laugh... Heh)

Anyways to the people who actually go out in the summer... PROPS TO YOU!!! GO LIVE YOUR LIFE DUDE!!!

I should be asleep ... But like im really into this Miraculous fanfiction so ima go read... BYEEEE

(Ive been thinking about writing an actual story instead of embarrassingly long cheesy poems. So that might be coming, also my poems are garbage so I might stop writing them in general XP. Anyways have a good couple days of summer)

Word count: 420 (I had to alr)